EMO.=.=

AH WHEYYYYY.

-,-

Sometimes (or everytime lol) I do type emo posts, but I'M NOT EMO.=.= I'm either frustrated, or writing out my feelings only.

PLEASE, PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE DONT LABEL ME AS AN EMO ONES! 

T.T

I'm trying my best to not emo FROM NOW ON.

and 

please dont be the one that killed my confidence.

Thank you.

可以不要这样吗？

你要说我被踢出来了，都好。

还是想说我已经没有资格了，都好。

或是想说我已经堕落了，都好。

但是，

可以不要这样明了吗？

是。

当初我选择退出，但后来，

我已通过主席想要再次加入。

我已经很明确地告诉自己，我在做什么，

不需要你们一次又一次的动摇！

我受不了！

一次又一次，问我一样的问题，

而每一问，都把我的心刺痛一次。

我很清楚我的立场，好吗？

可以不要一直来向我求证吗？

想知道答案，明年你们就会知晓！

拜托不要做无谓的功夫！

你们应该很清楚，我当初逃避是为了什么。

是为了不想遇见什么！

可是，你们可以心照不宣就好吗？

我真的知道我是在为什么而掉头走人！！！

原本从日本回来的好心情，

已经彻底的被破坏。

彻-底-的。

请不要低估你们对我的影响力！！

我再次声明，

我没有退出。

明年，我还是会继续奋斗。

只是，我不会那么活跃。

因为，我想我想要必须逃避一些人。

我已经声明我的立场。

拜托，

不要再让我黯然一次！

 

I'm back!:D

I'm back!

Yes, I'm definitely back.

do you guys miss me?xD *say yes please

 :P

There was definitely fun, :DDD

and I really miss Japan.:(

what was more,

I miss my host family badddddddly.

:(

The day we depart, we cried like mad,
and we definitely miss each other.:(  

Well, when I was there, I did miss my family and also Malaysia FOOD.*only food kay

food at Japan was nice, and,

my host family is really kawaiiiii ♥

When I was in Japan, I do miss Malaysia FOOD,

but in Malaysia,

I miss everything in Japan.:(

seriously :(

Okay, most of you guys will surely ask, "SOUVENIERS!"xD

hahaha.

okay, i did buy many many things,

but mostly are sweets and chocolates and biscuits and something eatable.

the things like key chains or anything else were expensive like hell that I cant buy so much =.=

sorry.:(

I'll definetley update my blog with posts about Japan.:D

but it will take a long time haha :P

so, please wait patienly and

sorry for the inconvenience.xD

Lastly,

I miss Japan :(

and,

I love my host family very very much ♥

You guys will surely not be forgotten in my entire life.

I heart you guys, and,

I miss you all dearlyyyy.:(

♥

Off I go!:)

Off I go~!!
Nagoya, here I come!:)

This saturday is going to KLIA for orientation.
OMG, nervous man :(
My flight will be on the next day, Sunday.
OMG, byk nervous man :(

First time sitting aeroplane to OVERSEAS lahh duhhhhhhhh.
SANGAT TAKUT TAU =.=

feel very scare and worried lahhhh.

duhhhhhh =.=

what was more, PMR RESULT WILL BE OUT ON 23 OF DEC!!:(
WTF @.@
I cant take my result myself, summore gotta worry about it when I'm at japan @.@
SIGH!!ewww :(

Whatever.
Although now I seemed very normal, sleep, eat, drink, go for tuition,
but I'M DAMN SCARE INSIDE.=.=
AHHHHHH.
scare scare scare :(

Haiyaaaaaaaaa.
whatever lah.
I shall try to get use to it~!!;DD

Teruhito ♥

Yuka ♥

Nami ♥

Yumi ♥

Here I come!:D

 Nami is so cute ♥

:) 

Special wish ;)

SOT ♥ 加油！

:)

You guys' performance is nearer and nearer!

On the grand date of 18 of dec LOL.

Too bad I cant take part in it :(

sad betul.(for me only lah)

Anyway,

ALL THE BEST & JIAYOU!!:DDD

You guys surely can do it, can surely can do BETTER than us!

:DDD
 

Although I knew you guys would never ever saw this post,

but I still wanted to give you guys my special wish here.

:)

SOT ♥ 加油！

我会在远方献上我的祝福 :)

深深怀念。

OMGG~!!

OMGGGGGG.

Helppppppppp!!!

This friday is my contempt dance performance and yet,

I STILL DONT KNOW ANY INCH OF STEPS YET!!!!!!

:(

OMGGGGG.

I'm gonna die this time!x.x

Save me, Help me!

T.T

Specially for you! xD

me and sze yien! ♥

 :DDDD

haha, my favourite drink xDD

(edited by yiien) 

her notifications spammed by me haha!
:D

My beloved sze yien ♥

(好像有点恶心haha)

Everlasting Friends!

:)

Love. 
♥

囧。

囧。=.=

当初我第一次看到这个词时，我完全不知道他是什么意思。(现在也只明白了一半 =.=)

然后，我想要查这个词的意思，所以发狂似的找了起来。

可是我的部首笔画很差的啊啊啊啊啊 =.=

其实是我懒惰找。（我再说什么zzz)

然后就只能用拼音找了。

当时我真的不知道为什么，想到这个词的拼音，就是

JIONG.

=.=
接着就兴致勃勃（？）地找这个拼音。
谁知道，
......
它真的是这个拼音！！！！
=.=
囧囧囧囧囧！！ 
-,-

HAHAHAHAHA.
=.=

.........


其实我打了那么多
只想要说一句
我的第六感蛮不错很好的咧！！=.=
就是要炫耀炫耀一下，因为我从没想过竟会那么巧。=.=
幼稚 -,-

有时候

跟着心走

会有意想不到的结果呢。

也有些时候

越荒谬的事

奇迹出现的机率也越高。

:)

我知道这篇很无聊也很幼稚。=.=

所以，

请配合我吧。xD

心灰意冷。

我一直很努力扮演我的角色。
一直都在奋斗着。
就在我以为我已经接近成功时，
我才发现，

原来那只是昙花一现。

原来我在所有人的眼中，何止是一个小不点，还是一个乞人憎。
是的，全都是我的错，我不对。

我何尝不想快乐的生活？
但是我真的不知道，为什么我已经那么努力了却还是原地踏步？
我到底该怎么做？

是的，我不应该来到这个世上。
因为即使我多努力，到最后，还是一样会打回原形。

对，我不能说失望，因为我没有那个资格。
可是，当了这么多年的朋友，我万万没想到，我在你心中，竟是这样的一个人！！！

是不是我的错？
是我作恶多端，罪该万死？

消失得无疾无踪，

才是上策。

我祈求您实现我的愿望。

就这样。

Starbucks dream :(

Starbucks Setia Alam :DD

几乎每一天，我都会经过这个令我向往的地方。

但是，我就是一次也不能踏进去 :(

啊啊啊啊啊。T.T

My dearest drinkkkkkkkk ♥

THIS IS WHAT I DREAMT FOR!!!! D:

为了阻止我继续发梦，我老妈子和老哥子就每天给我灌劝告。=.=

说什么很贵啦喝了会肥啦不值得啦。

好好，我知道我这个夙愿很奢侈=.=

但是，我真么无法抗拒我对它的思念啊T.TTTTT

Starbucks, starbucks.

A dream :(

 

Reduce Weight =X

Well, I DID say before I wanted to REDUCE WEIGHT.
Especially in front of PEI SHIUAN & WEI KEN, I think I repeated it for N times already.=.=
BUT BUT BUT,

I'M STILL EPIC FAILED!!!

D:

听我老妈子说，我从小就已经很很很贪吃了。=.=

据说有一次我庆祝生日的时候，因为我的家人说在开始吃前当然是要先拍照，所以我对这事物只能虎视眈眈，眼看手勿动。

当时这种等待，据我老妈子说，对我是多么痛苦的一个煎熬 =.=

我老妈子可不是信口雌黄，当时我真的因为没得吃而大发脾气，还拒绝拍照。=.=

到最后大家只好依了我啦=.=

虽然当时我还小，但是现在回想起来我还是觉得很丢脸 =.=

算了算了，原谅我吧 ._.

所以我说，

以前的我已经那么贪吃，

现在我还想减肥？

那简直就是，妄想吧 =.=

如果和以前比较，我现在的情况已经很不错了:P

虽然我还是很贪吃啦。呵呵呵

唉唉，我到底怎样才能瘦下来啊 O.O

面对食物，我何止不能抗拒，还为它着迷！！zzzzz

所以呢，在我的词典里，

当模特儿>>妄想。

穿上礼服>>妄想。

穿上无袖衣服和短裤>>妄想。

苗条身材>>想都不敢想。

瘦身>>遥不可及的梦想！！！！！

啊啊啊啊啊 T.T

I & Roti Susu ♥

My beloved roti susu ♥

我和roti susu，可以说是有了一段切不开的情缘。

自我第一次吃印度煎饼以来，我和它已经有了分不开的关系。

当我还小时候，我还在关丹，有一天爸妈带我去一间简陋木屋吃印度煎饼作为早餐。
刚巧也约了我老爸的朋友 :)
他是一位很可爱，对食物非常非常有研究，我们俗称Uncle Tan的大叔。LOL
当时我可不管他是何来人，只知道我快和roti canai有了第一次的接触。zzz
然后，当轮到我点菜（？）时，Uncle Tan 向我介绍了这个如今令我敬爱的roti susu。
当时我不知道他是什么，只知道我有得吃了:DDD >>=.= swt.
然后，当食物来了，我咽下第一口时，

不得了了我已经爱上它了。:)

从此，当我没一次去吃印度煎饼时，我都会点roti susu。

吃了一次又一次，令我乐此不疲，百吃不厌，心里还洋溢着幸福:DDDD(swt =.=)

总之，吃roti susu的快感，

是非笔墨所能形容的

另一种境界。xD

后来，我搬下来巴生。

每一次去mamak，我仍然会满怀期待地点了roti susu。

但是，每一次我这样吩咐的时候，招待员都会给我这样的表情：

不是

“APA TU??”+ o.O look,(&@#%*^他妈的现在是你卖我印度煎饼还是我来向你推销印度煎饼啊)

就是

“Roti TISU kah?”

=.= zzzzzz.

真是汗死啊。

再说，就算那间店那么巧有这种印度煎饼，若我点了roti susu，招待员就会给你一个o.O的表情，并以质疑的口吻在重复：“roti susu?”，好像你点roti susu是一件很很很奇怪的事情那样。

zzz. =.=

而且，送来的roti susu，不是加太少奶，使得整个roti淡然无味，失去了它的精华；就是加得太多，吃得你好辛苦好呛。=.=

所以，我一次又一次地期待着，却一次又一次地失望。:(

唉唉唉，伤心啊。T.T

到最后，我老妈子忍不住了，命令我说：“现在你长大了，应该点别的roti了吧！”

其实我很想问，长大了跟点什么roti有什么关系？=.=

但是，我还是忍痛（？）点了roti telur。

从此以后，我都选择了roti telur。

我，再也无法吃到

令我满心欢喜的roti susu。

Roti telur 也很好吃，但是，每当我在吃的时候，

心里都会有一阵

难以说明的遗憾。

如今，我终于有机会回关丹一趟。

这一次，我告诉我自己，我不愿再错过了。

当招待员熟悉地接受了我的订单时，

我知道，

我和它相遇的机会来了。

我，再次有口福了。

所以，当它再次端到我面前时，

我心中，已经澎湃不已。

当我把第一口喂进我的嘴里时，

我的心中，

泛起了一波又一波的涟漪。

我的心，

已属于激动状态。

一句扩之，

我真的好兴奋不已！♥

吃了这一盘，我还意犹未尽（这是当然的）。

我好想再次叫第二盘，但女生的文雅（？）阻止了我这么做。

没办法，我只好强行压制我的那股愚昧的冲动。

心里却不断暗叫不爽:(

无论如何，

这一次，我能够和roti susu再次相聚，

我已经很幸福，很满意了。

或许你认为，我好无聊 =.=

或许你认为，我好幼稚 ._.

但是，无论你这么想，

我只想说，

请不要否定我喜欢的东西。

:)

一杯浓浓的teh tarik,

配上一盘香喷喷的roti susu,

这，就是

餐桌上的幸福 ♥

Happy Opening(?) :D

好好，我知道我的部落格冬眠了好一阵子。:P
我只想说，

我很好，我没事。

也很正常 =.=

我暂时关闭我的blog,原因只有一个：

我想必须整理整理我的部落格。

因为，呃私人原因啦:P

了解我的人，或许你知道我写了什么。
但是，这就隐瞒在你心底吧。大家，心照不宣就好。
至于不知道我写了什么的人，你们也没有必要去瞎猜，去推测，更不用去遐想（我想你们也不会这么做）。
何止没有必要，也浪费你的脑浆（？）。
我的名誉已经很坏很黑了，我想你没有必要去再次描黑它吧。
恳请别落井下石/火上加油/雪上加霜/冰水加上冰块/太阳加上暖气机/whatever shit.
:)

还有还有，通过此举动我也无意间发现：

原来我有许多蛮多读者的！ 

*nose high up in the air

嘿嘿嘿。:P

只是，很多人选择当无声的读者（我也是），而只有一部分的活泼地（？）当了有声的读者（？）。:D
呵呵呵。:P *暗爽中

无论如何，不管你是有声还是无声的读者，

我都想表达我万二分的谢意！:D

谢谢你们的光临:D, 因为有你们的登门造访，

我的部落格才得以活下去。xD

THANKS!♥

=)

我之警戒

一句话。

你能够把自己想得多差劲

就想得多差劲。

这是我给你之最后的诫言。

就这样。

My second tag xD

By Ru Min.
Well, rumin, you still can feel honoured de kayy :P

[ ] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calender>>我想不是会不会的问题,而是肯不肯的问题 =.=
[ ] You own a credit card>>我也想啊=.=
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[x] You've done your own laundry
[ ] You can vote in an election
[x] You can cook for yourself>>maggi mee of course  :P
[ ] You think politics are interesting>>NEVER EVER :(

TOTAL SO FAR : 2

[ ] You show up for school late a lot
[ ] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket
[x] You've never gotten a detention
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday
[ ] You like to take walks by yourself
[ ] You know what credibility means, without looking it up
[ ] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL SO FAR : 3

[x] You know how to do the dishes
[x] You can count to ten in another language>>Malay, Chinese, Hokkien =.=
[x] When you say you're going to do something you do it>>but will SURE dily-daly =.=
[ ] You can mow the lawn
[ ] You study even when you don't have to>>I ALWAYS study last-minute =.=
[ ] You have hand washed a car before

TOTAL SO FAR : 6

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name>>I WAN GO STARBUCKSSSS!!:(
[ ] Your favourite kind of food is take out>>I apa pun makan :P
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need>>卖弄文笔=.=
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[x] You can type pretty quick

TOTAL SO FAR : 9

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[x] You have been to the beach
[ ] You use the internet every day
[ ] You have travelled overseas for more than 5 times
[x] You make your bed in the morning
[x] You realised people of the opposite sex might just make better friends

TOTAL SO FAR : 13

GRAND TOTAL : 13

Repost this with the title as : I'm (how old you are) but I act like (what you got on the test). The number of people you have to tag is the number you got on the test.>>I CHOSE TO IGNORE IT.:P

I tag :
-NO ONE-

My words.

 

WHEE, ballet ♥

To you,

I knew you're disappointed, so do I.

Not I chose to be so, but I'm FORCED to be so.

Don't ask me why, because I think I DONT deserve it.

If u wanted to say the examinar is blind or having mental disorder,

I shall agree whole-heartedly with you.

NOT I wanted to be but it's the situation that used me to be.

You're the great one, I know; 

but, 

please understand that

I'm not going against you.

I'll try my best.

I promise.

Please forgive me.

I never say goodbye to ballet.

Anne Frank :)

Anne Frank.:)

从KUMON认识到这故事。

不知道为什么，我完全被她的故事所着迷。

她的故事里，没有浪漫的爱情情景（是有一点点啦），没有令人捧腹大笑的情节。

有的，只有残酷，悲伤，无奈。

她的故事，我捧着翻了又翻，看了又看，读了又读。

而过后我哥从KUMON借了此故事的光碟回来。

看了之后，我的心情真的彭湃不已。

这是第一次，我为了一部电影痛哭疾首。（其实是第二次zz）

为了她的遭遇感到惋惜与悲痛。

尤其是当她的父亲拿着她的日记痛哭且崩溃地倒下时，我真的号啕大哭起来。=.=

他一定是很悲伤。

一定是。

不知道为什么，我竟然明白他的感受？

还跟他一起哭了好一阵子。

=.=。

“8 people in the secret annexe, only Otto Frank survived.”

This phrase, made me cried to the max =.=

zz.

 The fantastic book :)

It's really touching.

我的错。

闭上眼睛是最明智的做法。

封上嘴巴是最聪明的选择。

盖上耳朵是最有利的抉择。

藏起自己是最正确的答案。

这一切的一切，都是我的错。责怪别人，只会让我力不从心。

这一切，是我不对，是我的错，我该死。
我该碎尸万段，永远也不得安息。

一切都是我不好。
一切都是因为我。
一切都是我的错。
一切的起因都是因为我。

我没有资格咨询一句对不起。
我只有资格播出一万句的对不起。

这一切都是因为我。
我的错。

让我长眠，于此。

Diploma vs Violin

One day I accidentally came across that one of my grade-8-piano-practical-completer had decided to learn violin.
That time I JUST SIMPLY DONT KNOW WHY I'm suuuuuper excited, so when I'm at home I BLAHBLAHBLAH told my mum everything.
Just for telling sake, no other meaning.
Who knows my mum blurted out,

"Why dont you dont take diploma but take violin instead?"

and she looked so excited.

=.=

But,

WTH?@.@

Then she continued,"aiya 反正你将来也不是走这行的(because I had no potential AT ALL), it's better if you take up another skill, right? :)"
Then I gave her a o.O look.
It surprise me A LOT that my mum will support =.=

Well,
it doesnt matter if my mum said yes or otherwise, coz I had to make the decision myself.

If I really take up violin, DO I HAVE ENOUGH TIME?
Next year I, like everyone else, had bunch of tuition classes to attend.=.= and my ballet and KUMON still had a FAR MORE DISTANCE AWAY to complete it.=.=
If I really take up violin, I had no choice but to stop my piano lessons.
Which means that, I cant go for diploma and also theory grade 7 & 8.
@.@

Hmm, I quite like violin de lah actually.
Not freakingly like that type, just simple quite admire its goodness(?).
Which says that, I HAD THE INTEREST TO LEARN IT.
BLAH~but, can I take it?=.=

DUHH~

Currently seeking for some advice, please.

Thanks :)

你知道“恐怖”这两个词吗？！

你知不知道什么是“恐怖”？
不知道？好，我来enlighten你。

“恐怖”的感觉，就是因为某件事或某件物，给对方带来一定的心理困扰，所以对方才会对它产生恐惧的感觉，若不是掉头逃避，就是敬而远之。

而此经历，就是以恐怖来点缀之。

你到底知不知道？？！！

你的出现，让我很不自然。
facebook是一个能让人在法律下畅所欲为的地方，但因为你的出现，我发现所谓的自由已经不复存在！！！！！
每一次我到那里去，你都要多管闲事插进一脚来讲讲你的所谓意见。
即使你对该事一点也不了解，一点也不清楚，但是你也要一副不懂装懂的样子在那里攀谈你的意见！！！
你知不知道你这样实在是很可笑？
我不应该说，对你的此举动感到啼笑皆非，我只想说，
你真的很妄自尊大！！！
=.=

你知不知道你很烦？
在facebook里，凡是有我走过的痕迹，你一定也不甘示弱的姑且踏过。
你知不知道你这样做让我觉得很不自在，很不自然？！
何止如此，我只觉得，很恐怖！！！！！！！！=.=

现在只有这个地方你没有发现我的存在。
I said, PLEASEEEE!!!!! =.=
那个讲座，你说很好用，但是你有没有学以致用？？！
在那里自吹自擂是不行的！！！！！=.=
ISHH!!=.=

你这样做已经很很很很很很很很久了。
你必须知道，人的忍耐度是有限的！！
我已经忍无可忍了！！！
再这样下去我会的精神分裂症的你知不知道？？！！（<<夸张了很多点，不好意思）

请尊重我的感觉，也尊重你自己的尊严！

Random Pics ;D

 WHEE, me and the book I wrapped :P

Well, that day Thursday stayed back for duty.

BUT, nothing to do =.=

So I just simply ask miss ng if got anything to do,coz we memang be ta han liau.:P

Then she ask us to do HAPUS KIRA!!!@.@

SHIT, better if i dont ask.=.=

So we do lor~

Want to die.zzz =.= 

Then, about 4.15pm, we really be ta han again then announced:REST!!

So we pack up everything and dump them into miss ng's office.LOL

Then just sit there staring at the ceiling...

zzz.

Just then, shiuan took my handphone and took some pitcha!

:D

Here it goes:

me me me xD

looking at shiuan's phone.

peace :)

 take two :D

 I didnt act emo kay, she curi curi snap de xD

MISS ONG ZHI XIN!!xDD

she always STRONGLY protest people to take a pic of her, so we curi curi take lor.:P

so bad~

so cute :)

LOL I dont know what is she doing :)

And this pic, captured by me.

My masterpiece :P

 Ccy~!!:D

hehe, ccy, dont kill me :P

After much crapping, we finally start to do kerja asas =.= duhhhhh.

just simply do, LOL.

I ♥ Thursday.

I hope it'll never change :)

♥

图书馆之 《童眼》（<<？！）

有没有觉得阴森森的？:P

那天原本要帮忙做sijil的，哪里知道图书馆停电！！！=.= zzz又不能做hapus kira, 所以我们便在图书馆里闲逛。有些人也趁这个时候，赶快去找书来借~

然后，我们竟然玩起《童眼》？！

=.=

话说唐诗韵，王佩萱和李伟鸣在一个晚上看了《童眼》这电影，便在那诡异的气氛里滔滔不绝的说起《童眼》的一幕幕。zzz。然后来来去去都是同样的一幕（zzz根本没新招):

“你为什么不听我的电话？？！！”

*广东语kay

然后那三个就一直在那边自己讲自己爽。zzz 接着不懂是哪一个白痴，竟然跟伟鸣说：“伟鸣~（娘到死zzz）你的眼睛那么大，扮起鬼来应该很像吧？”（<<你这个死白痴，除了白痴我真得不懂我应该怎样形容你zzz）

然后那三个就在那边扮鬼！！！

@.@

首先，他们就在以上图片那条走廊上（因为整个图书馆里面它够暗）那里把头动摇西摇（不懂怎样形容zzz）,瞪大眼睛看着我们这些受害者（？）。然后就一直重复那句：“你为什么不听我的电话？？！！”in 广东版本，一直重复一直重复zzz。Then 就突然向前扑来，紧紧抓着我们的脖子，拼命在那边摇摇摇摇摇！！=.= 当然也一直发出如鬼叫般的叫声，把脸趋进我们，全都是为了学电影里的情节。=.=。

其实这并没有什么好怕的，因为我知道做出这些难以入耳的噪音（:P）是人不是鬼，而且地点也是在我所熟悉的图书馆。但是，那三人行，尤其是那个死李伟鸣，瞪大眼睛的时候，十足十像一只鬼！！！！！=.= zzz 真是的。然后那个王佩萱小姐，还拼命抓着我不放，zzz活脱像只鬼。=.= 所以有这些资深的演员，我们怎能又不怕呢 zzz 而且那个地方真得很暗。=.= 尤其使我和林玮双啊，本来有兴趣看一看那部电影的了，却给他们吓得胆子都魂飞魂散啦。zzz。=.=

哼哼哼。=.=

所所所以，以后请不要在我耳边说：

“你为什么不听我的电话~”

=.=

zzzzz。

谢谢合作。:P

妙想天开

我以为，经过了那么久，我可以容纳进你们俩的世界。
我这才发现，原来，那只不过是南柯一梦。zzz

简直就是妙想天开。=.=

不劳而获的东西，是不可能的。

如果你想尝一尝白吃的午餐，你必须付出一些代价。

如果是那样，

你，愿意吗？

BLOGSKIN :(

Changed my blogskin.
TEMPORARILY ONLY.
Cause I'd saw some blogskins that I freakingly like, BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO APPLY IT :(

HELP ME!!!!!T.T

Honestly, does this blogskin looks better or the previous one is better?
pls give me some replys~thanks :D
if the previous one is better than I'll change back again.LOL.

Please leave some comments at the cbox ya :)
Thanks!:D

想入非非 =.=

嗯哈，我发现，

我真的很幼稚！！！！

*好我知道你们要说，“你现在才发现？”=.=

我以为朝夕共处后事情就会有不一样的结果。

我以为事情一定会有一定的火花！

但是，事实证明，我在想入非非而已=.=

我甚至为了这件事情心情郁闷了好久。

过后我才发现，原来我是那么的神经病！！=.=

zzz.

哎呀算了。

人总会幼稚一回，只看你什么时候幼稚  和  幼稚了多久。<<什么烂道理

zzzzz.

然后，我发现，

虽然彼此的心扉总是能为对方打开，

但是不一定容纳得进去。

到底，我们彼此的生疏，是因为我硬硬挤进来，还是

你在作祟？！

zzz.

算了，最重要的是，我得从这幻想中醒来！！！

悲哀悲哀。=.=

想入非非，根本在自寻烦恼 zzz

不堪回首。

按一按，发现以前的照片被上载了。
那是很久很久以前的照片。
看着望着，嘴角不仅为过去的喜乐微微上扬。
为过去美丽的回忆。

突然，“啪”的一声。
我才猛然清醒，从过去回来现实。
也才发现脸上挂着两排泪....
假的。

我的心很痛。
我不知道为什么。
为那过去的美丽而痛，为过去那友好而痛。

回到过去，到底有没有可能？

纵然你说不是因为我，但是，事情真的有那么简单吗？

那些里笑容可掬的照片，我不禁心生遐想。
我真得为这份而耿耿于怀。
我真得可以为了它赴汤蹈火。
因为我在意。
我很在意。

是的。
我应该改变我自己。
我不应该在这里无病呻吟<<如果你这么觉得的话。
因为我可没时间，没兴致去写那么消沉的东西。
但是我不知该怎样改变。
不知何从下手。
憋在心里久了，
但我却不知道我该怎么做。
我不知道。

我想，
唯一能了解我怎么觉得的，
只有《一封迟来的信》。
一本书...

好想说，

《一封迟来的信》，

让我拥着你进入梦乡好吗？

最好让我，永远都不用醒来.....

ARGH.

不要吵我。

不要烦我。

不要再叫我去学校！！

需要的时候，我自然会出现。

没必要的时候，我宁愿去死！！！！！

Happy Birthday Shiuan :D

Sorry late one day, cause I cant on yesterday =.=

SHIUAN!:D

It's ur birthday!

SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR!!:D

Well, I really must thanks you.

Thanks for ur caring, ur encouragement, ur thoughtfulness.

You knew me more than I do :)

SMILE ALWAYS!!:)

Best Wishes in everything~x)

My first tag xD

By Shwu Mei.:)
So, Shwu Mei, do you feel honoured?xD



Once you are tagged, you must do this quiz and tag 15 friends. Copy and paste everything, do it and repost the title with whatever rank you were given. Ranks are given at the bottom of this note. If you have done something in this school which is indicated by the sentence, mark the [ ] on the left side of the thing you have done with an 'x'. Let the game begin!
Level 1 :
[x] Slept in class
[x] Talked in class
[x] Not seating in your own place in class
[x] Scolded by a teacher>>teacher scold whole class included?
[ ] Litter the classroom
[ ] Did not do your homework
[x] Submitted your homework
[ ] Put nail polish on
[x] Loitered around
[x] Did not pay attention in class
[ ] Dreaming in class
[x] Goofing around in class
[x] Copied other people's homework
[ ] Played a trick on your classmates
My Total : 9

Level 2 :
[x] Walking around
[x] Late in class
[x] Was a bit naughty
[ ] Shouted at the top of your voice during lesson time
[ ] Scolding vulgarities in class
[ ] Spotted hairstyle deemed unacceptable by the school
[ ] Used a school facility without school's permission
[x] Played in class
[ ] Singing loudly during lesson
[ ] Walking around the class aimlessly during lesson time
[x] Did not greet the teacher properly
[x] Went to the toilet during lesson time without permission
[x] Said something bad about a teacher
[ ] Used the teacher's table as a rubbish dump
My Total : 9 + 7 = 16

Level 3 :
[ ] Made a fool out of assembly
[ ] Wasted the school's toilet paper
[ ] Sabotaged someone
[x] Irritated someone
My Total : 16 + 1= 17

Level 4 :
[ ] Forged your parent's signature
[x] Forged a classmate's signature
My Total : 17 + 1 = 18

Level 5 :
[ ] Fiddling with your cellphone during lesson time
[x] Used the school computer to play games without a teacher's permission
[x] Listened to an MP3 player in school>>I listened to phone. included?
My Total : 18 + 2 = 20

Level 6 :
[ ] Vandalised the school property
[x] Used the internet
[ ] Fought with someone in school
My Total : 20 + 1 = 21

Level 7 :
[ ] Cheated in a class test
[ ] Cheated in a school examination
[ ] Lied to your teacher
My Total : 21 + 0  = 21

Level 8 :
[ ] Set fire to something in the school
[ ] Locked the teacher out of the classroom
[ ] Played truancy just after coming to school just to take attendance
My Total : 21 + 0 = 21

Level 9 :
[ ] Refused to pay school fees
[ ] Cheated the school money
[ ] Stole things which belonged to the school
[ ] Bullied someone in your school
[ ] Prank-called your school
My Total : 21 + 0 = 21

Level 10 :
[ ] Raised your voice/shouted against a student leader (prefect)
[ ] Raised your voice/shouted against a teacher
[ ] Raised your voice/shouted against your discipline master/mistress
[ ] Raised your voice/shouted against your vice-principal
[ ] Raised your voice/shouted against your principal
My Total : 21 + 0 = 21

Level 11 :
[ ] Brought weapons to the school
[ ] Brought real firearms to the school
[ ] Brought a real bomb to the school
[ ] Fired a real weapon in the school with the motive to frighten/kill
[ ] Dressed up as a terrorist to school
My Total: 21 + 0 = 21

Grand total : 21

Ranks :
If you are between 0 - 15 : [I am a good student]
If you are between 16 - 20 : [I am a good student but with occasional trouble]
If you are between 21 - 30 : [I am an average student]>>whee!:)
If you are between 31 - 40 : [I am a bad student]
If you are between 41 - 50 : [I am a very bad student]
If you are between 51 - 60 : [I should have been caned by the discipline master]
If you are between 61 - 65 : [I should have been expelled from school]
If you are between 66 - 75 : [I should have been sent to a reformatory centre]
I tag :
-NO ONE-

MY BOTTLE :D

MY NEW BOTTLE :D

AHHAHA.=.=

That day after stock-checking(actually is hapus kira-ing zzz), we packed ourselves and prepare to go home.

So do I (<<废话).

But then, when I was packing my bag,

.............

MY BOTTLE WAS NO LONGER THERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!:(

That time I was like OMFG, WHERE IS MY BOTTLE??!!!

Than I began to search high and low for it.:(

When the others saw how I act, they began to help me to search it :) THANKS A LOT!x)

Some even accompany me to go around the UNIVERSE SCHOOL to find for it.=.=

Went to BSM room, toilet, pusat activity, dataran~zzz

BUT IT WAS STIL NOT FOUND :( SAD.

Then they keep on say HE took it edy.=.=

LOL, that's impossible kay =.= zzz.

Even if he really did so, I SWEAR I WOULD NEVER EVER HAD ANY CONTACT WITH HIM AGAIN.=.=

*but actually no lah zzz

That night, LUCKILY MUM DIDNT SCOLD ME xD

She summore say accompany me go buy new one.LOL

Just then, shiuan texted me and said, "WE BOUGHT A BOTTLE FOR U EDY HAR :)"

OMGGGG, so sweet fo themmmm!!!!

I was freakingly TOUCHED lah duuhhhhhhhhhhhh x)

Then the next day, I thought of they will bring the bottle for me, so I didnt think to take a bottle to school then.

But my mum insist of want me to take =.= zzz.

Then when I was in the classroom, I FOUND MY DEAR BOTTLE!!!!!=.=

It was on my other classmate's table =.= zzz.

Suan liau~

BUT BUT BUT,

when I was in front of the library, wee beng gave me the bottle like the one showed above.

WHEE, LIKE IT SOOO MUCH ♥

I was freakingly happy :D, but,

I AM CARRYING 3 BOTTLES WHICH ARE FILLED WITH WATER!!!!!!!=.=

heavy dao @.@

haha, I really like that bottle lah :D

special thanks to 

Shiuan, Yiien and Beng!!:)

and also thanks to those that stayed back that thursday, cause you guys help me to find the bottle and comfort me when I was so sampat x)

THANKS GUYS!!:)

我与昆虫（？！）

WARNING!!

读了这个post后，不要把我和昆虫相提并论。

否则，格杀勿论！！

本人最最最最害怕昆虫！！！:(

记得有一次，班上的一些男生不懂为什么那么无聊，带了一只假蟑螂来学校。=.= 然后不知道为什么那么多人不吓偏偏来吓我！！！=.= 是这样的：他们想要远远的从远处丢那个蟑螂过来我座位，哪里知道阴阳差错掉在我同桌的桌子上zzz。然后，偏偏我同桌是一个一点也不害怕昆虫的人（i tink so)，接着像要把这只蟑螂还回去，可是我却当着了她的去路。没办法咯，她只能交给我，让我交给他们。

同桌：凯宁。

我：嗯？*微笑（<<我竟然还微笑？！！）

同桌：呐。*把蟑螂拿出来
.............

我：啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！*在心里喊=.=

其母之也，#@$%&*^+&!!!!!!!当时我根本就是心跳加速，冷汗直流，双眼恐慌，身体本能的往后退，并倒吸了一口凉气！！！！=.= 但为了顾及我的形象，我才没不顾一切地喊了起来。=.= 然后那一班男生笑得前俯后仰，其奶之也很好笑吗？？？？！！！！ =.= ISHHHHHHH!!!

还记得当时在准备PMR的时候，我在书房读书。然后，我竟然听到一阵怪声！！！O.O 我当时不知怎得觉得很害怕，便马上收拾东西想快点儿跑到楼上去。哪知道我还没收拾好，竟然有一只蟑螂跑了出来！！！！啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！其母之也它竟让走过我的脚趾头！！！！！啊啊啊！！！我马上当场狂叫，然后飞地似跑上了楼。然后马上冲进冲凉房，把肥皂在那根脚趾头擦了又擦，洗了又洗，冲了又冲，抹了又抹，直到那根脚趾头被我擦到快脱皮露骨为止。=.= 然后第二天根本就不敢踏入书房，直到我再三向老爸确认那只可恨的蟑螂已被销声匿迹了，我才敢越过雷池（？）半步。=.=


当我小时候，我看到蟑螂好像看到鬼一样（恐怕比看到鬼还恐怖！），不是大声喊>>啊啊啊啊啊啊~就是喊>>妈妈呀爸爸呀哥哥呀爷爷呀奶奶呀~救我我我我我我！！！=.= 然后我老爸或老妈就会全副武装地来为我作战。当时可不管我是否感不感动，我只关心那只蟑螂死了没有！！！=.=


每当我在看书，又一只不识好歹得可怜昆虫爬到我的桌子上时，我管它是漂亮的蝴蝶还是惹人厌的苍蝇（基本上每一只昆虫都惹人厌），嘿嘿嘿，对不起了，我会马上举起我身旁有的东西>>管它是书还是文件夹，啪-----！！！！！可怜的昆虫就被我压得不成形，可是我绝对不会同情它们！！！！！=.= 看着它们，我不禁心生怜悯（就那么一点点而已！！！），把它扫起来（ewww)，小心翼翼地（放屁！）把它们安葬在垃圾桶里。=.=


有时我在想，如果我有一天被绑架（zzz），虽然那个绑匪没有对我怎么样，没有对我拳打脚踢，没有让我饥饿得快要死去，没有动我的一根寒毛，（<<话说回来，有这么好的绑匪吗=.=）但是，却把我丢进一个满是昆虫的烂屋子，我告诉你，不必一天，半天内我恐怕就会因恐慌而死不瞑目！！！（<< ignore this =.=)


总之，本人最最最最最怕昆虫，所以不要在我面前说起昆虫的事迹！！（如果有趣的还勉强可以接受啦~）

我说潘多拉啊潘多拉，为什么当时你要打开潘多拉之箱哪？（<< 对我而言昆虫也是一种灾难=.=）*对不起啦

最最最最最最重要的是，昆虫啊昆虫，

千万不要跟我宣战！！！！  

=.=

I HATE INSECTS. =.=

shiuan's birthday celebration :D

Tuesday we went to greenbox to have a early celebration for shiuan's birthday.:D
whee ♥

 The presents and the cake!

so cute ♥

 the birthday girl :)

♥

 Pei Shiuan We ♥ you!!:D

2 siaopos =.=

whee, khaijia, shiuan, shuang ♥

lengluis~

Yiien, me, khaijia, shiuan, shuang!:)

group pitcha!:D

take one ;)

take 2!:D

the three musketeers.=.=

shiuan and pohshen!:D

whee I ♥ this pic :D

me and khaijia :D

I think shiuan looks cute in this pic!xD

weebeng, me, shuang!

LOL dunno doing what that time :P

ahaha, WORLD'S BEST BOSS!:D

Hope you like it :D

WHEE, another great day with you guys :P

but I realize that I REALLY CANT SING DE LAHH DUHHHHHH.:(

sad sad sad :(

anyway,

HAPPY ALWAYS SHIUAN!:D

Best wishes :)

♥