Tuesday, August 31, 2010

D:

我尊重你们为我的长辈。
但并不代表你们可以为所欲为!!D:

每一次,大人总爱说小孩子很幼稚。
但是,我认为你们根本就在颠倒是非。


大人又怎样?不用吃不用喝?


放屁!!!!!D:






很明显的,大人根本就是比小孩还幼稚!!!

Contempary :D

Sunday and Monday went for contempary dance class.
WHEE, LOVE IT SO MUCH :D
although at the end I end up my WHOLE body aching and bruises appearing everywhere.
BUT I REALLY ENJOY IT :D

And,
I must say the teacher really got his teacher>>Ms Gan's style.
Even pointing out mistakes the behaviour also sama aje =.=
BUT IT'S QUITE CUTE :)
Quite lah, lol.

I ♥ contempary dance lah :D
it's as fun as ballet.
but really torturing :P

Last but not least,
Thanks to Ms Gan for giving me this opportunity!:D


I ♥ dancing.:)


0831

HATE this day!!D:
Ah dun think too much.Not because today is National day kay.=.=


Yesterday we came up with a plan of going AEON to look for souvenirs.
That time I was WOOHOO, I AM SO EXCITED xD
But then after I came back from my dancing class, suddenly say it call off pula.T.T
Just because of no transport x.x
ISHHHHHHHHHH, so disappointed man T.T

NAH, suan liau.
forget about it.
But then brother say he want to go old jj with his friends.
to watch MOVIE!so shuang T.T
so I asked my mum whether I can follow~to go popular.and also look for souvenirs(借口)
But she said, NO.
then scold scold scold what everyday go out no need to eat no need to study what blah blah blah whatever SHIT.
WTH =.=

Suan liao.
I pretend guai kia>>do my maths, do my seni folio.
Then I online to 补偿过失(?).
Geshhhhh, but when I on facebook it only made my heart sank even deeper.
=.=

Suan liau.
But when my brother came back,he said he went to watch STEP UP 3!!!!
STEP UP 3!!!!
WTF i also want to watch lor =.=
SHIT, SUAN LIAU.


Conclusively, I damn HATE today.
Everything never turn out as I wish =.=
Even now I online my mother also kept nagging nagging nagging!!
KANASAI.=.=

I want to GO OUT lahhhhhhhhh.
I want to go POPULAR and STARBUCKS!!
T.T

anyway,



 HAPPY 53rd BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA!:D

Saturday, August 28, 2010

MC :(

Yesterday they voted to chose 4 mcs for mp.
WTH I KENA =.=
Honestly, I really dont like it.
BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO SAY :(

I'm really tired of cheering up the situation.
I know I'm not an expert on this.
I'm not even a apprentice.
I can't do that.:(

上次在b-team party做game master的阴影仍在我脑海中挥之不去啊啊啊啊啊。
Why must recall those awful memories again?
ISHHHHHHHH.
HATE IT :(

Please, I really don't want to be a mc.
I can take up formal mc, but informal mc, PLEASE FORGET ABOUT ME.
I totally can't cheer up situation.
I can only make the situation become worse :(

I can take up all the dance performances if you like(but I can't dance that good lah of course).
BUT I REALLY DON'T WANT TO BE A MC.
When I think of mp, I just think of taking up dance performance and preparing souveniers with my beloved thursday members.
But, :(((

And,
it is very a CONSIDENCE(?) to have 7 ballet dancers at once in library team.
but why didnt anyone think about it?o.O
(I just realize it suddenly, no other meaning)

NAH, forget about it.
The main point is I DON'T WANT TO BE A MC :(
I'm being irresponsible and reckless i know.
But I really can't make it :(
I'll ruin EVERYTHING.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :(




Save me, please.

Friday, August 27, 2010

add up

我想,我必须谢谢你们。
因为你们的无情,让我深深的发觉,

原来,我的身边还有许多值得我去深交的朋友。

谢谢,你们。
 

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

逃避现实。

我不知道为什么,看到你们我都会自动回避(除了逼不得已)。
甚至你们有开facebook,我也会选择sign out.


对不起,星期四的成员,我无法如愿:(

对不起,静伊。


对不起,佩萱。:(

你们,的信。

今天,第一次,我勇敢的踏出了我的第一步。
我以为,我过后的心情会很沉重。
怎知道,却异常地平静=.=

或许,这就是所谓的
缘分已尽?
这就是所谓的
难以复合?

我不知道。
我只知道,我现在,觉得自己很像“一封迟来的信”中里的主角郑筱莹(除了样貌以外)。
从被莫名其妙的冷落,到摸索被冷落的原因,摸索到了以后却得面对残酷的事实。
昔日的快乐,已不存在。
面对的,却是无尽的无奈。



我知道我有错。
我,也知道应该为我所犯的错付出代价。
虽然,我认为我不完全错。
但是,我想我怎么说你们怎样也不会认同。


从原本的13人,到最后只剩下4个人。
我不知道,为什么会变成这样?

时间的洗礼导致的无奈结果?
还是
人格人为所造成的?


我不知道。
但那份美好的回忆,深深的刺着我的伤口。
不要再问我:“你有没有想过,为什么会变成这样”之类的反省话语。
我现在,在努力的反省着。
虽然,4人当中没有一个人相信。


无论如何,我真诚的祝福你们4人。
虽然,我的真心曾被糟蹋过。
虽然,现在我对人也有一番警惕。
但是,我仍愿意,希望你们永远快乐。




最重要的是,友谊永固。

突然发觉:)

突然发觉,中一的时候我真的很幸运。
虽然,当时我的决定是慌乱中乱乱下的决定。
虽然,我压根儿都没想到,我会选择这样的一位senior.




谢谢你,译骏。=)
我想,因为你对我的用心,我才会那么在乎图书管理团。
我才会对图书观理团建起一份深不可测的情谊。
我中三的时候才不会对它失去热诚。=)

真的,很谢谢你。
请原谅我一直表现得不在乎的样子。
因为,我相信你的风格是这样。
所以,你也会不以为意。xD
但是,在看了一位junior的部落格后,我才发现,原来我是那么的幸运。
那么的有福气=)


真的,很谢谢你。
=)
当然,也要谢谢我最敬爱的家苇啦=)

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

you really make me annoyed D:

你,很生气我,我知道。
但是,这就代表你可以胡作非为吗?!

你有没有听过,君子交绝,不出恶声?
它可是我们名句精华里面的第一个名句!!
但是,你又有没有把它铭记在心?
我相信,你没有!!

你以为你不爽我就可以到处去传扬我的坏话?
你以为你有你那一大班朋友就可以破坏我的名誉?
你以为你是谁?
你,只不过是一只小小鸟!

我敢肯定,你一定是在他们的面前不懂说了什么。
不然,他们为什么也会对我敬而远之? 

你。以。为。你。是。谁?
你只不过大我几岁而已,并不代表你可以侮辱我!!

不要以为你有你那一大班朋友就可以随心所欲,加害人间。
不要以为你自己永远永远都是对的,而只有你拥有资格讨厌人!
告诉你,也有人(不是我)对你没有好感且敬而远之
所以,不要以为你很了不起起就可以那么嚣张


不要以为你可以主宰一切!!



他妈的D:

bwahahahahaha.:)

One day(soo stupid opening), my cousin sms-ed me.
"Ning you got ur result liau bo???"
It was a knock in my head.I totally forget about it.
Then I sms-ed her I haven and she replied she get her result edy.
wth O.o


How could it been?!I sit exam earlier than her okay!!=.=

So I quickly sms-ed my teacher.
Blahblahblah she say dun worry she'll check.
Ok lo I wait.

Then, 20 minutes later:
"Hi kaining, teacher Bella here.I've got ur result edy!"
I was like wtf, thinking my end is near.
"Er..so teacher what did I get?"
"Aiyo...a LITTLE slip leh..."
I could heard my heart PING-PLIANG!!PLIANGGGGGG!!!!!
Walao eh I've gotta practice again!!@$#%^&*
I'm so unhappy :(
"I see...I supposed is ninety something?"
But, she replied,
"WHAT?" 
O.o not ninety something meh?
"Er I mean how many marks I get?a little slip to pass, so I supposed is ninety something?"
Then she said,
"Oh, dear. Sorry for misleading you.I MEAN YOU SLIP A LITTLE TO GET MERIT."


...............



AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!


That means I've passed grade 8 piano practical exam!!!
bwahahahaha, I'm so happy :D
I no need to face those STUPID scales and aural again!!
BWAHAHAHAHA~:D




But I still need 3 marks more to get merit :(
ISH, that was so close :(
But this 116 marks I'm already over the moon :D
My mum lagi excited, pergi beli ICE-CREAM to celebrate!=.=
That was second day of trial okay =.=

Phewwww.I'm so lucky that I've pass lah.
Think of that time, BALLET EXAM, PIANO EXAM, MID-TERM all crumpled together.:(
I'm so tired and exhausted that time :(
And my temper became VERY VERY WILD that time.:(

But,
NOW EVERYTHING'S OVER!
I got distinction for ballet and pass for my piano :D
I'm so happy :D
lalalalala~:D

Now,
I CAN OFFICIALLY SAY I'VE COMPLETED MY GRADE 8 PIANO!:D
but my theory still grade 7 =.=
2++ years to go~
and I'm still thinking of taking diploma.Should I take? :X 

Anyway,
I'm still so happy :D
Gratz to me~
lalalalala :D

And,
wish those sat for piano practical exam this year and get your good results soon! 
Jiayou jiayou~



BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D 

Monday, August 9, 2010

给你们的一封信。


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Thursday, August 5, 2010

I ♥ Thursday! :D

Today, after duty, since he is not here, we decided to go and throw the rubbish ourselves.
so, I, shiuan and caroline went to do the task.
Later, qin join in our destination.
Don't ask me why, I also dont know.xD

Along the way, I didnt talk much.
I am trying hard to cover my tears, my feelings, because I suddenly think of that thing again.
In other words, being emo.
I just follow their steps: they walk twice, I walked twice.

Then, after we(actually only caroline lol) had completed the task, we headed back to the pondok.
To go home lah, of course.
Then, when I reached the school gate, I saw my mum drove her car in.=.=
From her gesture, I understood that she is going to blame me for coming out late again.
Thinking that my heart had to receive a dual attack, I was very very depressed.=.=

Just then, Khai Chyi asked me:
"Kaining, your mum came already?"
I felt very wierd o.O macam something tak kena.
My mum just drove her car in, cant she saw?o.O
(no offence hehe)

Then,
the surprise began.
Sze yien suddenly jumped out in front of me and said, "Kaining, happy belated birthday! really belated lor, LOL."
I was so shocked that I gazed at them.
Meanwhile, they stuffed a S&J plastic bag into my hands.

Then, qin & shiuan said, "open the present now lah~or else we wont let you back.=P"
Then they insist of asking me to open the present.
so I open lor~
LOL.

I thought I tore off the present paper, I would see the present.
But, what I saw was NEWSPAPER.=.=
So I kept on opening (tearing?) lor.
tear, tear, tear---until I saw:
LOLLLLL!!!! 
The content of a exercise-book big present was---A SWEET!!!
OHMYGOD~
That time I really 哭笑不得lah.xD
Well, when they saw my expresion, they all bursted into laughter :P bad!xD 

They summore gave me HACKS SWEET.
according to them, it meant: HATI AKU CINTA KAU SAHAJA.
LOL, swt =.= 啼笑皆非~
but, how sweet they are!:D
I'm going to LOVE hacks sweet from now on.

I thought it was the end so I waved thanks & goodbye.
who knows, shiuan suddenly said,"aiya dun play liau lah. faster go take the present."
then, Zhi xin came out with a UTMOST BIG PRESENT with her.
when I looked into it, it was:
A PILLOW WITH TWO STICKS AND A BIRTHDAY CARD!!
OHMYGOD, I'm LOL again.xD
summore got ♥ thursday on the pillow!xD
the card was very special too!
so do the sticks~
AHHH, IT WAS SO CUTE

Dearest guys,
I'm really touched.
Maybe it's because you guys knew what happened by dunno what way and wanted to cheer me with you guys' best wishes.
seriously, the first time I knew I was thursday's member, I felt like changing my day.
because none of my very very close friends on that day :P LOL.
but, after being with you guys for so many months,
I realize I was fortunate that I didnt make the decision to change.
BECAUSE, YOU GUYS ARE SO CUTE
and, I love you guys.

You guys not only gave me moral support by giving this pillow.
BUT, ALSO SOMETHING TO RELY ON =)
at least, now I had a place to hang on when I'm feeling really down.
and the sticks too, HAHAHA.xD

You guys are really sweet for thinking my needs.
First chocolate, then pillows.
haha!:D
IT WAS SO SWEET, i MUST admit.xD 

I dont know how to express how touched and happy I am.
No wonder you guys looked secretive :P haha!
THANKS, GUYS. REALLY THANKS.
It is a pleasure to be with you guys.=)


THURSDAY,
my beloved day.
Wish you guys good luck in everything too!:D




Lovely Love.
  

stupid teacher D:

Dun EVER ask me to on the computer and print dont know what SHIT college-apply letter again.
I'm totally fed up!! D:





ISH.


 

Monday, August 2, 2010

♥ you guys lahhhhh.:)

I though I would NEVER receive presents again.
who knows, today I received a BIG present!!xD


A box with CHOCOLATES~
my favourite xD
(the box is very pretty, but I couldnt post tat pic~coz da chocoate sudah finish HAHAHA xD)


thx a lot, 3A~
I love you guys soooooooooo much lah.:D
especially, her.hahaha!xD



Thanks a lot~=)

♥ you guys so much lahhhhhhhhhhhh!:)

Shut up please.



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to you xD

Just now read ur blog.
I know what it is.(?)





Just,







since when your chinese had become so chim?xD
some I don't understand lor.lol.




but,






We're still friends, right?=)