tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67064894946306822762024-02-21T11:40:57.240+08:00未·知数如果生活是一个未知数,你会选择填上什么数字?kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.comBlogger136125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-81828252768823734642015-01-05T03:09:00.001+08:002015-01-05T03:09:31.589+08:00其实其实你都已经累了,不是吗。<br />
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人群喧哗,你发现你已经不想再继续再牵扯其中了。你不想再做不必要的共鸣,不想再跟随盲目的起哄,不想再听不必要的言语。<br />
<br />你已经不想再费力听着无聊的话语然后痴痴地跟着傻笑,你已经不想再为别人的一字一句如此上心然后给予回复。<br />
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你只想静静的,乖乖的,畏缩在一个角落,什么都不说,什么都不做,静静听着就好。<br />
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你真的只是想这样,你已经没有力气讨好任何人。<br />
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但是你就是不甘寂寞啊。<br />
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你就是不甘寂寞。你不甘被冷落,不甘被忽略,不甘被别人遗忘,所以你一次又一次牵扯进喧哗而复杂的圈子,一次又一次地强颜欢笑扮着小丑,然后一次又一次的无法自拔。<br />
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那该死的自尊,该丢弃的自尊。你到底要什么时候才能醒过来?<br />
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你知道你不是在为别人而活。你知道你过得是你自己的人生。你知道只有你可以主宰自己的生命。<br />
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可是你就是脱离不了众人的悠悠之口。<br />
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你为什么要如此在意别人的目光呢,为什么呢。独自一人,独来独往,难道就是寂寞?难道就是孤独?难道就是孤僻?难道就是孤单?<br />
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你明白的,是的,你明白的。可是你不懂得。所以你又再一次投入很多不必要的大声嚷嚷,然后搞得自己心力交瘁,搞得自己疲惫不堪。<br />
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可说到底,你还是不习惯一个人吧。<br />
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你是有多害怕一个人啊?你知道的,人需要呼吸的空间,所以独自一人,不就是让自己有更多空气可吸吗?不是让自己能有更多空间放纵自己吗?<br />
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你为什么就是那么固执?<br />
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搞得心力交瘁之后,才来埋怨社会的冷酷,现实的无情,和众人的无义。其实你可以避开这一切的,你不是渴望宁静安逸很久了吗?<br />
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其实你一直都在蜕变。什么时候开始,那个总是往人群里钻的你,已经开始学会避开人群,学会孤立自己,学会寻找一个宁静的地方好好数星星,吟首诗。<br />
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其实日子真的过得很累。你在人群中找不到归宿感,所以你要跟着大众随波逐流;可所谓的河流,是否能够容纳下你?<br />
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你不知道。你只是盲目地跟从。跟到一个地步,你知道你已经无法再跟随前方的脚步时,你便开始放慢脚步,愈走愈远,到最后逆方而行,独自上阵。<br />
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离开人世喧哗,你寻找的只不过是一片静谧与踏实。<br />
可当你离开之后,你能不能不要再回头?<br />
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你究竟什么时候,才能达到百毒不侵的境界呢。<br />
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既然渴望安逸,那就别奢望情趣;既然要回头,那就别奢望放下。<br />
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其实,你从来就什么都想要。<br />
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<br />kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-39995802161100367252014-12-21T17:06:00.001+08:002014-12-21T17:06:55.026+08:00断章取义我还没学会的实在太多。<br />
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一直以来,我一直以为,我已经了解,并明白爱情是什么。我很信心地告诉自己,我知道自己在做什么,我清楚自己要的是什么,我明白我憧憬的是什么。<br />
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可是到头来,原来在原地踏步的仍然是我。<br />
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机会未到,或许是吧。可若机会到了,我真的很想知道,我是否明白自己的心,自己的情,以及自己的想法,明白我自己要的到底是什么?<br />
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原来我不曾明白爱情。<br />
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两人相处,必要的是舒服。就是有了舒服,然后才会痴缠,然后才会相濡以沫然后不离不弃。<br />
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可我连舒服的定义都没有一丝头绪。<br />
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顺其自然。是啊,大家都这么说。可我想说的是,你顺其自然也好,霸王硬上弓也罢,最重要是你明白自己追求的就是你想要的。<br />
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可我真的不知道我自己要的是什么。<br />
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我很天真,也很现实。我总是懵懵懂懂,可到最后当千钧一发之际,我发现我其实从来都没有放下过。<br />
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我会尝试面对,我真的不想再逃避现实,这样很累。但是那也得在我能够承受的时候,能视而不理的时候,能百毒不侵的时候,才能淡然一笑吧。<br />
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你能不能让我一笑置之呢,能不能呢。我做不到莞尔一笑,也做不到嫣然一笑,那你能不能让我彻底漠视呢,能不能呢。<br />
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答案是不能。所以我必须要笑。<br />
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笑的同时,请让我知道我自己在想什么吧。<br />
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<br />kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-48962571011192507772014-08-21T23:15:00.000+08:002014-08-21T23:19:31.173+08:00《后宫·甄嬛传》最近一直在看这部戏。之前也曾看过几集,可总觉得他的服装和装饰不及<span style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; line-height: 22.399999618530273px;">《步步惊心》的清淡高雅,剧集集数更达七十多集之多,所以看了几集便不了了之。可之后偶然读到一些剧情简介,挑起了好奇心,便开始追看起来了。一追之下,便欲罢不能,往往看了两三遍仍然意犹未尽,只想更多。</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; line-height: 22.399999618530273px;">我不能不由衷佩服作者的心思。她所塑造的甄嬛,伶牙俐齿,冰雪聪明,更懂得见风使舵,令人折服。她能机智地应对着别的妃嫔犀利的字语,能讨好卖乖地与皇帝说笑,更能不慌不忙地面对所有的困境,临危不乱。总之,她的辩才功力实在令我甘拜下风。虽然说她是因为与纯元皇后长得相像而得到皇帝的宠爱,但是她的聪明机灵也是她能得宠多年的缘故吧。</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; line-height: 22.399999618530273px;">刚开始,甄嬛是一个很纯情的女子,她的眉宇间总透着被爱情滋润的饱足。当时的她只知道皇帝很喜欢她,她也很喜欢皇帝,知道皇帝事事都为她着想,而她自然也事事以皇帝为重,从他俩之中我只感受到热恋中的一对所散发出来的幸福气息。但当丑陋不堪的事实摊在眼前时,曾经的山盟海誓就都烟消云散了,只留下无尽的痴怨。当彼此知道两人之间所谓的情爱只不过是一道影子时,皇帝选择淡然以对,而甄嬛则选择离开这皇宫去遗忘。</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; line-height: 22.399999618530273px;">之后的种种,又促使她再度回宫。说真的,我实在佩服孙俪的演技,她的演技实在精湛不过,无从挑剔。当甄嬛是那个纯情女子时,她能够把一个少女对爱情的憧憬演绎出来;而当她是那个铁了心肠再度回宫的甄嬛时,她的双眸所透出来的冷光足以令人发颤。虽然说妆容也有一定的功劳,但她演得实在好,论眼神</span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, 宋体, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; text-indent: 28px;">、肢体</span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, 宋体, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; text-indent: 28px;">、语气,她都能一一掌握,得心应手。之前还因陌生而排斥她,如今看来她的气质实在非一般啊!!</span><br />
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我很欣赏崔槿汐。能言善道<span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, 宋体, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; text-indent: 28px;">、聪明机灵自然是她的特色,可她不卑不亢</span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, 宋体, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; text-indent: 28px;">、忠心耿耿更是让我由衷欣赏。她总能把事情看得很通透,所言更常常是妙语如珠,有时候她的话比甄嬛所说的话还钎锵有力呢。或许是旁观者清,她常常能从多个角度去看待一个事情,从多个方面去看清一个问题,时常只言片语就点醒了甄嬛。以她的资历,其实要在宫中占一席之地有何难,就好像</span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; line-height: 22.399999618530273px;">《金枝欲孽》中的安茜那样,可她虽为奴婢,却有一种独有的气质,让人青睐。</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; line-height: 22.399999618530273px;">“我实在不明白,她为什么要这样对我?”</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; line-height: 22.399999618530273px;">“娘娘无需明白,即使明白,也一定是丑恶不堪的真相。奴婢知道小主对她是真心,可有些人不是你对她好她便会对你好的。娘娘必须明白,在这宫中,即使是亲姐妹也会反目成仇的。”</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; line-height: 22.399999618530273px;">天啊,你说得实在好啊啊啊!</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; line-height: 22.399999618530273px;">对于安陵容,我其实有很多想法。我能明白她一直被狗眼看人低的痛苦,也知道那种受尽白眼和屈辱的煎熬,所以能明白她那么想攀龙附凤的理由,也知道她为什么那么看重她的身份与荣宠。然而,我并不苟同她陷害别人的做法。因为她的多疑多思,常常把事情复杂化,而也因为她的多疑彻底毁灭了甄嬛与她之间的姐妹情谊。有时候看着甄嬛如此尽心地对她,可她却总是怀疑她的真心,什么施舍,什么代替争宠,有时我看得心里都着急:你没事那么多疑心是干啥?!所以到最后当她彻底败下阵来的时候,我实在觉得她活该。多疑真的害了你。</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 22.399999618530273px;">人之将死,其言也善。可当她见甄嬛最后一面并叙说她们之间的恩恩怨怨的时候,我又觉得其实她也是可怜人,有很多时候其实她也是身不由己。她不想再受任何委屈,尊严不想再任人践踏,所以一心只想往上爬,即使用错了方式,追根究底她的本意也无可厚非。人不为己,天诛地灭,任何人都有争取最好的权利,所以当你的权利被威胁时,你会不顾全一切地去捍卫</span></span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, 宋体, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; text-indent: 28px;">、去保护,更会不惜一切手段来铲除异己。特别是像她这样没有任何靠山的人,在缺乏安全感之下只能战战兢兢,所以即使她用了最犀利的手段,她也觉得自己未曾有错,而事实上她也不完全错。若要怪她,我想真正该怪的是社会众人的极端想法,若不是周遭的人对她冷嘲热讽,更蹂躏她少有的尊严,而安陵容若能少理会一些旁人的目光,很多悲剧或许都不会发生。我虽不认可她,却也同情她,她只是急狗跳墙,只是众人悠悠之口下的受害者而已。</span><br />
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“你若不是昧了良心,你自己回头想想,自己害过多少人?”<br />
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“我才不要回头!宫里的夜,那么冷,那么长,连每一分怎样熬过来的我都不知道!”<br />
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戏里举足轻重的角色,莫过于她了。我看戏常常有一个心理,就是只要认定了一个人是坏人,就会对他厌恶至极,所以当华妃耍手段<span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, 宋体, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; text-indent: 28px;">、耍阴狠的时候,我对她的讨厌有增无减,可当甄嬛耍心机的时候,我却对她没有任何排斥。华妃的妩媚和娇柔做作,我实在看不过眼,而她对皇帝撒娇的时候我只觉得恶心至极。口口声声说什么“贱人就是矫情”,我想这形容她自己最适合不过了吧。总之呢她的霸道</span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, 宋体, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; text-indent: 28px;">、凶悍和不可一世,一切的一切,都让我讨厌,所以当她被皇帝冷落时我只感到前所未有的快感。欺凌人之上还直扮无辜,天啊这种人也太讨人厌了吧。当局者迷旁观者清,有时候我只想说为什么如此十恶不赦的人会觉得自己从未有错呢。</span><br />
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皇后。有句话端妃说的很好:“是啊,你已经是皇后了,还有什么不满足的呢?” 我由始至终只觉得她是贪心不足蛇吞象。可当一个人站在高峰时,他固然感受到了这个位子所带来的绝对威仪,却也感受到了前所未有的孤独寂寞。你站得越高,固然越有权,却也越无助,而皇后是深切感受到这份孤苦无依的,特别是当皇帝常对她若即若离。她缺乏安全感,时时担心自己的凤位不保,故而耍手段,害皇嗣,害宠妃。对于能掌控的人,她更死死地牢抓住,不让他们有一丝喘气的机会。可说到底,她也是让人怜悯的。<br />
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<span style="font-family: sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 22.399999618530273px;">总之呢,这是不错一看的电视剧啦。当然我实在佩服作者能把一个一个人物塑造得栩栩如生,能写出如此细腻且精彩的后宫传记,我只能说作者的头脑都装什么来着,都是阴谋诡计吗 囧 但实在厉害啊啊啊。当然演员的演技也要记上一功,毕竟笔下写得再如何传神,总要有人代言才行啊。</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 22.399999618530273px;"><span style="font-family: sans-serif;">《后宫·甄嬛传》实在好看,值得推荐,也值得喜欢。</span></span><br />
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但是,所谓的解决,不过就是吃外面的食物,特别是当你有车子驾的时候。<br />
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所以在一个艳阳高照的中午,我食指勾着车匙,踏着轻快的碎步钻进了车子,在发动车子之际细想着该吃什么,去哪儿吃才好。就这样,我一边满脑子想得天马行空,一边循规蹈矩地驾着车子,来到了一个红绿灯路口。<br />
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好不容易拿定了主意要去哪儿吃,就在我要为车子再进档的时候,我赫然发现——<br />
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车子开始没力了!!<br />
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我当下觉得奇怪,好端端的怎么车子就减速了,且越驾越感觉没力了呢?刹那间我的眼睛瞄到了已经坏了的汽油指标,我才发现——车子没油了!<br /><br />因为这辆车子的汽油指标已经坏了,所以不能正确地显示车子的油还剩多少,所以就那么不巧的,在一个风和日丽的下午,我车子的油已经耗尽,就当它停在路中央的时候。<br />
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我当下实在慌了。当务之急马上打给母亲大人,但远水毕竟救不了近火,她只能拜托我向邻居求助。我慌慌张张地打给邻居,她安抚我说会马上去买汽油送到我这,让我原地待命就是。我也就照办。<br />
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我当时实在窘毙了,却又无计可施,想想一直站在路中央始终危险,却又害怕有车子在后面痴痴地等该怎么办,一时左右为难,进退不得。就在这时,邻居大人终于出现了——我感谢天感谢地,连连道谢之后马上将汽油倒入车子,发动引擎——<br />
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我即刻吓得六神无主,邻居已经因急事在把汽油交给我之后就驾车离去了,我现在该何去何从?到底是什么问题?为什么车子还是动不了?但总觉得呆在车子里实在不是上策,便又眼巴巴地从车子爬了出来,再打一通电话给母亲大人,然后在大路一旁等候。我蹲在那儿像个乞丐又像个路人甲,且不说旁人,即使是我经过时看到这副情景,我都会好奇这个人没事干嘛在路旁痴等。<br />
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天啊,就别说等待的过程是有多尴尬了。度日如年,实在没错啊啊。<br />
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引颈长盼之后终于等到了——母亲大人驾到!!我如久旱之后遇见甘露一般,猛地扑向母亲大人——我从没如此热烈期盼着一个人的到来。有母亲大人在,果然万事马上通,只见她一通电话,修车技工马上就赶到了,东摸摸西敲敲之后,车子又复活啦。<br />
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So I had been working in Kumon Centre Taman Eng Ann during the past 1.5 months. Well it was undeniably a very good experience, and I loveeeeeeee this job very much! :D For one thing, I wouldn't feel bored when I was there, as there will ALWAYS be something to keep me busy. Although it barely gives me time to rest, I prefer this kind of packed schedule, better than doing salesgirl which you can only wander around pointlessly when there's no customer around. Or, pounding about suspiciously just to catch some customer as your prey. That looks awkward for me, and it was a tough job for me tooooooo.</div>
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However, this kumon job is quite tiring, I must say. For my job is not only being a teacher who guide little child to finish up their works, there are many other minor stuffs that need to be done. But every hardwork is worth, as I am satisfied with the salary paid hahaha. I enjoyed my employed months there, perhaps I am going back again heheh. :p</div>
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So there is a place of small little kids, ranging from 3-year-old to primary school students. Of course they do have secondary school students there. Well as you can see, I am just a SPM leaver and not at all a qualified teacher, so students which can be put under my care are those small little innocent kids.</div>
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Me:"Yes, go ahead." *busy with other stuffs, no time to bother her*</div>
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"Teacher, I go do English now?"</div>
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" Teacher, I do English now?"</div>
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*A little annoyed* "No lah, do Chinese."</div>
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"...but there's no Chinese here, teacher."</div>
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This is a story happened on one of my colleague. He was handling 5-6 children ranging from 4-6 years old. He was burning at his wits' end, as not all the students are obediently doing their worksheet, and his job was to make sure the kids are doing their worksheets attentively. He was trying hard to guide the kids, when it started to pour heavily outside.</div>
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Teacher:" No lah, snowing." *poker face*</div>
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"I know! 42!!"</div>
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"WHAAAATTTTTT?!!! Do teacher look so oldd?!!!" *Almost screaming*</div>
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Heh, well, life there is quite interesting. There are different types of students there, obedient ones, mischievous ones, arrogant ones *this type is really disgusting*, adorable ones, timid ones, talkative ones, playful ones and others. Being teacher is really a tough job, for one thing YOU CANNOT CHOOSE YOUR STUDENTS. For any students whom are delivered to you, you must teach them with all your heart, no matter how stubborn and mischievous they are. I once taught a student whom really is an arrogant one, no matter how you scolded, pledged, or advised him, he wouldn't buldge. You can only wait till his mood return then only he will listen to your words. I was really having a tough time teaching him, he almost drove me crazy. Now I can understand how my mum feels. Sighs.</div>
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No matter what, there are cute ones there too! I enjoyed my time teaching them haha, especially Ru En, she is soooooo cuteeee oh gawdddddd <span style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 15px; text-align: right;">♥</span></div>
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kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-52039911629555111012013-03-30T23:30:00.003+08:002013-03-30T23:30:40.387+08:00SuddenlySo all of a sudden I have the whim to blog. Hahaha<br />
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When I first started to create a blogger account, I set down the target that, "um, I must write whatever I want to, must record whatever that are worth to record" and stuffs like that blablabla. But after a period of "freshness", well... my laziness is apparent. I did not blog frequently *almost none kay* , and did not decorate my blog either, only once when my friend shwu mei was soooo nice for helping me to design an awesome blog layout :) but after that I was dumb enough for not being able to handle my new layout efficiently (like cant find settings button etc) then I changed back to this normal but still-okay-lah template. I did not even updated posts about my trip to japan wtf! Laziness: 100 %. Wth :/<br />
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So since I have the mood to blog now *must appreciate k!* I should write something that only myself understands. HAHAHA<br />
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<b><i><span style="color: blue; font-size: large;">You said move on, where should I go?</span></i></b><br />
I do not wish to be depressed forever, but still, I could not erase it off from my mind permanently. When I look at crying scenes, think of sad memories, the first thing popped out will surely be THIS.<br />
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Of course I know. But how? I cant say that I did not mind after all, because in fact, I DO MIND IT VERY MUCHHHH. How could I possibly forget the feeling, the feeling that struck me real hard, made me wobble, helpless, no might to fight back. I am lucky I could skip school the next day, or else I would be crying non stop in the public, shamelessly, indifferently, thinking everything is just none of my business.<br />
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Time is really the best medicine. The first seconds after the event is really hard and tough for me, for I could not stop crying, even I rubbed away my tears diligently as much as I could but it still could not stop rolling down my cheeks. I dont know if my eyes became swollen, but all I remembered is my heart was soo pain, crucially pain, the pain that made me breathless, stumbled, and could not get up. How I wish I just fainted then everything would be just NONE OF MY BUSINESS.<br />
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I love it very very much, I really do. But the more I love, the more i get hurt, but the more too, I could not get out from it that easily.<br />
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kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-6656531727353233912013-01-14T18:45:00.000+08:002013-01-17T20:08:07.110+08:00相思十诫<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">第一最好不相见,如此便可不相恋。</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">第二最好不相知,如此便可不相思。 </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">第三最好不相伴,如此便可不相欠。</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">第四最好不相惜,如此便可不相忆。 </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">第五最好不相爱,如此便可不相弃。 </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">第六最好不相对,如此便可不相会。</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">第七最好不相误,如此便可不相负。 </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">第八最好不相许,如此便可不相续。</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">第九最好不相依,如此便可不相偎。 </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 17px;">第十最好不相遇,如此便可不相聚。 </span><br />
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话说有一天,我装了半杯水想要喝下去。喝了几口,便觉得饱了,想把杯子洗了,潜意识里就把杯子送到了水龙头的下方。很自然的,我扭开了水龙头。<br />
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看着杯子里依存着的水,心中突然有一把声音响起:“别浪费水啊,况且多喝水对身体有益,就那么一丁点的水,喝完它吧!”脑中猛地一醒,马上把杯子从水龙头的下方移了出来。就在这时,水源徐徐地从水龙头流了出来。<br />
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喝着那一丁点的水,我突然若有所思:慢一拍,反而令人应祸得福呢。<br />
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如果当时,我扭开水龙头的刹那,水就马上来势汹汹地流了出来,那不干净的自来水就会和杯中已煮熟的白开水混合在一起,而那些依存的水我当然也不能喝了。虽然当时只剩下1/4的水,但水依然是水,并不是说分量少了它就不能和珍贵的水相提并论。<br />
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在这日新月异的时代,人们凡事总是要求快,快,快,总是希望什么事都可以以最快的速度完成它,总有避之不及的错觉。可是在这高效率的社会里,是不是更加衬托出了慢一拍的生活的难能及可贵呢?<br />
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无可否认,反应快的人在生活的每个方面总是比较吃香。我有这么的一个朋友,反应不怎么快,每当我们玩扑克牌游戏snap时,她总是一败涂地,无论怎么嚷,怎么叫,到最后输的是总是她。周围的人就总是在这点大做文章,嘲笑她的龟速反应。虽然知道大家都是开玩笑的,但她仍无可避免地介意了好久。<br />
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难道,慢一拍真的只会害了自己?<br />
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我有一个真实经历。当时要跨过一个泥坑,只能用跳的。朋友反应极快地跨了过去,着落后就大喊:“妈的这里有水!!”说时迟那时快,我也“扑通”一声的着落在同一个地点,水点顿时四溅。<br /><br />
朋友又好气又好笑:“笨蛋,都说有水了你还在同一个地方跳过来?!”<br />
我心感委屈:“你喊的时候,我已经跳起来了啊!”<br />
“谁叫你反应那么快?”<br />
“什么啊....”<br />
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如果当时,我慢一拍后再跳过来,或许我就能在没有水的地方,安全着落。<br />
如果当时,我慢一拍后再跳过来,或许就不会弄脏了我自己。<br />
如果当时,我慢一拍后再跳过来,或许我就不会被调侃了...<br />
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就在这时,我再一次发觉慢一拍的可贵性。或许慢一拍会令人为之气结,也会让人深感厌恶,甚至嫌弃你并置之不理,但这并不表示慢一拍并没有它存在的权力。<br />
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在正确的时候慢一拍,在适当的时候慢一拍,往往会释放出可爱的正能量,更能让你避凶趋吉也说不定。人生短促,但这并不代表你必须以匆匆的脚步,来走完你的人生。<br />
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Why so serious? Just stand, and stare! :D<br />
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<br />kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-39097821962497478622012-03-16T23:07:00.001+08:002012-03-16T23:09:20.491+08:00参与,同化,然后消失。<div style="text-align: center;">曾几何时,我对所有事情都如此执著。</div><div style="text-align: center;">别人称之为,要求太高。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我不以为然;</div><div style="text-align: center;">但如今,我却一把它捧在手里。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我曾经,对什么事情都希望可以做得最好;</div><div style="text-align: center;">无论什么事情,就算很麻烦,或很困难,我都告诉我自己,</div><div style="text-align: center;">“咬咬牙就过去了”,</div><div style="text-align: center;">然后逼使自己去做得最好。</div><div style="text-align: center;">到底好不好,我不知道;</div><div style="text-align: center;">我只隐隐约约感觉到,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我似乎失去了这一股推动力。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">好事,不?</div><div style="text-align: center;">或许是,但也或许不是。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">如今,对什么事情,我不再如此执著。</div><div style="text-align: center;">当然希望它可以变得更好,或最好,</div><div style="text-align: center;">但再也不会如此锲而不舍。</div><div style="text-align: center;">“能看就好”,近来一直浮现在我心中的一句话。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">为什么?我不知道。</div><div style="text-align: center;">是失望的后遗症吗?我不知道。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">“尽一切力去做好,但最终却无法如你想象中的呈现出来。你已经很伤心了,但别人却又再在你伤口上撒盐——拼命批评你在那一件事的过错。”</div><div style="text-align: center;">我惊愕地看进你的眼睛,却迎来你那坚定不移的目光。</div><div style="text-align: center;">清澈的眼睛,彻底嵌入了我的心坎。</div><div style="text-align: center;">“我说对了吧?”</div><div style="text-align: center;">呵呵,对了吗?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-91688731713070774272012-02-11T20:28:00.000+08:002012-02-11T20:28:50.807+08:00忍无可忍。<div style="text-align: center;">这已经是第二次,我在这里发泄关于你的不快。</div><div style="text-align: center;">很荣幸吗?</div><div style="text-align: center;">一点都不。反之,是<b><span style="color: red;">十分悲哀</span></b>。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">你是我的朋友,是我认识了五年的朋友。</div><div style="text-align: center;">跟你参与很多个一样的团体,跟你合作过很多次。</div><div style="text-align: center;">就是因为这样,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><b>我真的觉得我已忍无可忍。</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我从来没有觉得自己会对一个人如此气愤。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">每一次,当我吩咐你做东西,</div><div style="text-align: center;">你总会推三阻四,理由多多。</div><div style="text-align: center;">总之不断地寻找理由来推卸任务就是了。</div><div style="text-align: center;">到最后,我们终于忍受不了你的放肆,</div><div style="text-align: center;">决定自己着手去做。</div><div style="text-align: center;">结果我们自己在那里忙得半死,你却乐得轻松。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">这一次,不一样。</div><div style="text-align: center;">是你自己要扛下这个任务的。</div><div style="text-align: center;">当时我觉得很欣慰(这是如此的悲哀!)。</div><div style="text-align: center;">但是,</div><div style="text-align: center;">事情根本就没有好转。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">已经不止一次,你总是把责任推给别人。</div><div style="text-align: center;">以前如此,现在亦是。</div><div style="text-align: center;">总之出了什么问题,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>罪魁祸首永远都不会是你。</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">你总是一味地推<span style="background-color: #fefafd; color: #666666; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">、</span>推<span style="background-color: #fefafd; color: #666666; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">、</span>推;怪<span style="background-color: #fefafd; color: #666666; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">、</span>怪<span style="background-color: #fefafd; color: #666666; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">、</span>怪。</div><div style="text-align: center;">“都是他/她啦,blablabla...”</div><div style="text-align: center;">有时我真的很想堵住你的嘴巴,或,我自己的耳朵。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span style="color: red; font-size: large;">这种烂理由,你还要用多久?</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span style="color: red; font-size: large;">我已经听得很厌倦了,你能不能有新意一点儿?</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">不论是在服务团体,抑或是球类学会。</div><div style="text-align: center;">你都是一个推卸责任的高手。</div><div style="text-align: center;">好笑,自己惹出来的问题,难道你自己不能去解决?</div><div style="text-align: center;">你是白痴吗?你不会打电话吗?</div><div style="text-align: center;">为什么还要劳烦别人打,就因为他比你小?!</div><div style="text-align: center;">之后还一直说“对不起,麻烦你们了...”</div><div style="text-align: center;">既然知道麻烦,那就自己干,再通知别人啊!</div><div style="text-align: center;">我明白做错事时是应该说对不起,但是在这种场合,对不起有什么用?</div><div style="text-align: center;">人家还不是要替你收拾这个烂摊子?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">每一次问题出现的时候,你就只会怪人!</div><div style="text-align: center;">每一次,每一分,每一秒!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">我永远都不会听你在怪自己,或对自己的过错深感愧疚。<b><span style="color: red;">永远不会!!!</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;">如果真的是别人的错,那我无话可说。</div><div style="text-align: center;">但如果事情其实并没那么简单,</div><div style="text-align: center;">表面上看来是别人的错,实际上拐弯抹角来说你其实才是那千古罪人,</div><div style="text-align: center;">这又如何解释?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">永远都说自己是多么的辛苦。</div><div style="text-align: center;">那替你扛黑锅/责任的人就一点都不辛苦?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">答应了别人的事,就<b>自己去做</b>,不是表面上答应了别人,却叫一个无辜的/毫无相关的人去帮你处理。</div><div style="text-align: center;">若做不到,就说做不到,然后不要答应。</div><div style="text-align: center;">若做不到,到最后自己去斟茶认错,而不是又再一味地怪人!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">有时候你的道理/责怪<b>一点逻辑也没有</b>,但你那盛世凌人的态度却让人不得不听你的废言烂语。</div><div style="text-align: center;">不要以为是别人屈服了你,</div><div style="text-align: center;">只是对你已彻底失望得无言!!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">你到底有没有反省或检讨你自己?</div><div style="text-align: center;">还是你仍然认为你一点错也没有?</div><div style="text-align: center;">完全没错?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">.....够了。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我正努力让自己平静下来。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我从来没有在部落格如此激动过!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">身为你的朋友,我能做的是只有提点你。</div><div style="text-align: center;">但是你自己却选择忽视,我也没有办法。</div><div style="text-align: center;">有时我真的无法掩饰我对你的嗤之以鼻,但是为了减少不必要的麻烦,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我选择了沉默。</div><div style="text-align: center;">“我顾人心,人顾我心”,我是一直如此告诉自己。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">但是,</div><div style="text-align: center;">是不是我这样做已彻底错了?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我真的已经无力再说什么。</div><div style="text-align: center;">只剩半年,半年。你要怎么做我也无能为力。</div><div style="text-align: center;">无能为力——真是个好词。</div><div style="text-align: center;">或许我本来就不应该理会,本来就应该漠视。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">请<span style="background-color: #fefafd; color: #666666; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">、</span>你<span style="background-color: #fefafd; color: #666666; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">、</span>再<span style="background-color: #fefafd; color: #666666; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">、</span>思<span style="background-color: #fefafd; color: #666666; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">、</span>考<span style="background-color: #fefafd; color: #666666; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">、</span>清<span style="background-color: #fefafd; color: #666666; font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">、</span>楚。</div><div style="text-align: center;">或许你还是认为自己没有错,<b>是我的错</b>——</div><div style="text-align: center;">“你自己也不是一个很好的领导者,凭什么指责我的态度?</div><div style="text-align: center;">你的态度很好吗?</div><div style="text-align: center;">如果你有胆子把我的过错写在部落格,那为什么没有胆子改正我?”</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-85399674294999283742012-01-23T17:23:00.001+08:002012-01-23T17:24:45.999+08:00New year; emo posts. *Sorry!*<div style="text-align: center;">" When a person tends to laugh more, smile more, or even with some unusual actions, this is because too much stories behind all of these where not much people actually realize why they do so."</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Got this quote from someone's blog. *sorry!*</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Yeah. So true.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">These days I was finding the reasons for my unusual act : being hyperactive, hypertalkive, hyperlaughing blablabla.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Keep on crapping away without stopping; keep laughing like no one's business.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I think some of my friends realized that, coz someone even asked, "What the HELL is wrong with you?"</div><div style="text-align: center;">How I hope I know the answer well, but unfortunately,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>I don't.</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'MMA AT A LOST ON WHAT AM I DOING.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>I just dont know why.</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">At first, I was thinking, maybe coz I'm in a new year mood, thats why I'm acting like a hyperactive child.</div><div style="text-align: center;">But when chinese new year really came,</div><div style="text-align: center;"> I DONT FEEL ANY HAPPIER.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">In opposition, </div><div style="text-align: center;">I just feel down, especially when I'd on facebook and see those things that</div><div style="text-align: center;">I really dont want to see.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I can't spill my feelings out at facebook (you see, it's so awkward to type something emo amongst all those new year statuses), and thus, I chose a place which is really mine.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Yeah. my so-called-blog.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">But still,</div><div style="text-align: center;">I don't know why I'm so sad for these days.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Especailly after when I see.. ugh.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Maybe it's because of <strike>you </strike>that incident.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Yeah. Most probably.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I know you'd tried your best, but the enthusiasm is lost means IT'S REALLY LOST.</div><div style="text-align: center;">It's not like writing with a pencil, whenever you wrote something wrong you can correct/cancel it with a eraser.</div><div style="text-align: center;">For this thing, YOU CAN'T.</div><div style="text-align: center;">and that's the fact.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I told myself countless times to forgive you; to trust on you once more.</div><div style="text-align: center;">But again and again you kept break your promises.</div><div style="text-align: center;">And that's it, once and for all.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I really can't believe you in this any longer.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I know you're a great one.</div><div style="text-align: center;">You have great & high potential; but the problem is <span style="color: red;"><b>You're oblivious of other's feeling</b></span>.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'd gave you hints on that and yet you still chose to <b>ignore </b>it.</div><div style="text-align: center;">And that's why,</div><div style="text-align: center;">my heart, not my mind, told me to let go.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><strike>Heart speaks louder than mind.</strike></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">You apologized, yes.</div><div style="text-align: center;">but somehow I just couldnt forget..</div><div style="text-align: center;">yeah. i can't.</div><div style="text-align: center;">not I dont want to...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I know I'd hurt you badly.</div><div style="text-align: center;">but I really cant help it.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I sought for dont know how many long months and yet I just could not find back the feeling.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I dont know...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">And when I'd decided to let go,</div><div style="text-align: center;">another people just keep remind me about this.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I said I dont want to think & talk about this,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: large;">why cant you guys just give me a break?</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;">I said my mind is not suitable enough to think about it and yet <b>you guys just keep urge me for an answer.</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">You guys are suffering, yeah.</div><div style="text-align: center;">What about me?</div><div style="text-align: center;">Do you guys think I'll feel any better?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">And alas, I listen to the advice,</div><div style="text-align: center;">end it & once and for all.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I told my decision, my thoughts;</div><div style="text-align: center;">and I think I gave you a suitable response.</div><div style="text-align: center;">But,</div><div style="text-align: center;">you asked me <b>again.</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">yes, again, and ask me to think <b>again.</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">Please, you know my style,</div><div style="text-align: center;">I CAN'T MAKE FAST DECISIONS.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I need a long time to think.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Yeah.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Finally, when I ended it,</div><div style="text-align: center;">you treat me as if I'm a stranger.</div><div style="text-align: center;">That's the reason I don't want to say it because </div><div style="text-align: center;">I know you've been extreme & no longer friends!</div><div style="text-align: center;">and you're stating you've do nothing wrong because it's me that started it.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Yeah, may be. I dont know.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I just feel tired & I dont want to do anymore judgements..</div><div style="text-align: center;">Maybe I'm really wrong this time.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">What's done cannot be undone, you can't expect me to smile and talk to you like nothing had happened before.</div><div style="text-align: center;">But that doesn't give you the right to treat me like that.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">Seems like I'd keep on blaming you guys, huh?</div><div style="text-align: center;">No, I'm not. Really.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I know I had my wrong sides but</div><div style="text-align: center;">I really need to say my feelings out.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">我没有在责怪谁,我只想把已蕴藏心里已久的话统统倒出来。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>终于,我有了这股勇气。</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">不要在我面前提起我打过的东西,尤其是,你。</div><div style="text-align: center;">更不要问我“你”是谁,因为我不会回答你。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: right;">或许我真的应该说,对不起。</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div>kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-61313932849436792752011-12-01T17:54:00.001+08:002011-12-01T17:58:17.868+08:00重男轻女之说<div style="text-align: center;">在大考期间,不知道为什么会想起这概念。可能是因为在读 Bio 吧?@.@</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">从小,我们就不乏听到“重男轻女”在社会里的地位。</div><div style="text-align: center;">以前,我只会听,不会评论。</div><div style="text-align: center;">因为我觉得对我而言好像没什么两样,毕竟我是二十世纪的人,这概念也随着时间的流逝而逐渐销声匿迹。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我知道以前的社会老是强调“重男轻女”,但现今的社会似乎已渐渐偏离这个轨道。</div><div style="text-align: center;">然而,随着我慢慢长大,翻阅多种书籍与报纸后,我才知道这个想法在世界别地依然存在。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">特别是有一次,我在读一本小说,里面正说着老掉牙的“生个男孩儿继续香火”之篇章。</div><div style="text-align: center;">在书中的举家上下都殷殷期盼那媳妇的肚子里躺着个男婴。<br />
然而——</div><div style="text-align: center;">是的,你没猜错,她生了个女婴。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">其实新生命的诞生,乃是一件神圣且可喜之事。</div><div style="text-align: center;">但就是因为生的是女婴,结果产房里的气氛顿时从喜气洋洋变得愁云惨雾。</div><div style="text-align: center;">不,不是愁云惨雾,是横眉冷对。</div><div style="text-align: center;">而那可怜的媳妇也因此受到冷落与嘲讽。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">其实我对书中的媳妇没什么么感觉,怜悯之心虽然也有油然而生,但却不至于会潸然泪下。</div><div style="text-align: center;">可能是因为这个戏码真的老套得老掉牙了吧。</div><div style="text-align: center;">但是,作者写了——“就因为媳妇的肚子不争气,生了个女婴”,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我就觉得莫名其妙,且愤怒莫名。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">从我们懂事以来,我们就知道,在制造新生命时,须男女合并,缺一不可。</div><div style="text-align: center;">但是,为何在所诞下的婴儿性别非心头所好时,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>就把一切罪名归于女方身上</b>?</div><div style="text-align: center;">更因此认为女方没用,进而冷落她?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">就因为婴孩是从女方的肚子里出来吗?</div><div style="text-align: center;">如果婴儿是从男方的肚子出来,那么是不是就会变成男方的过错?</div><div style="text-align: center;">我真的觉得很很很很<strike>莫名其妙</strike>岂有此理。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">再说,</div><div style="text-align: center;">如果要深入探讨,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我倒认为是男方的过错。</div><div style="text-align: center;">若从科学的观点来看,</div><div style="text-align: center;">如果女性子宫里的卵是fixed variable,那么男性的精子是否就是manipulated variable?</div><div style="text-align: center;">那么,实验成功与否,都是处决于manipulated variable 不是吗?</div><div style="text-align: center;">Fixed variable由始至终都固定不变,它只是在那里等着与精子相会。</div><div style="text-align: center;">而且,它会跟哪一个精子有瓜葛,也不是它所能控制的呀!</div><div style="text-align: center;">是看精子的实力,看谁成功闯入。</div><div style="text-align: center;">如果说是卵的过错因为他没有男孩儿的chromosome,</div><div style="text-align: center;">那为什么不能说是精子的过错因为它有的是女孩儿的chromosome?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">而且,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我真的不知道生女孩儿有什么不好。</div><div style="text-align: center;">好,<strike>或许</strike>我的话不足为信,因为我就是女生,而现在在这里大声。-_-</div><div style="text-align: center;">但是,男生有手有脚,女生也有手有脚哇。</div><div style="text-align: center;">如果说女性被唾弃是因为她们软弱无能,毫无力气;</div><div style="text-align: center;">那我想问——力大无穷那又怎样?</div><div style="text-align: center;">有听过“四肢发达,头脑简单”吗?</div><div style="text-align: center;">如果是这样,</div><div style="text-align: center;">那为何男性不能因为不够细腻温柔而被唾弃?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">再来,就是女生爱哭。</div><div style="text-align: center;">女生的感情是细腻了一点儿,所以很容易就会动容。</div><div style="text-align: center;">但是,人之所以爱哭,是因为性格,而非性别吧?</div><div style="text-align: center;">这世上也有爱哭的男生啊。-_-</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">要不,就是说什么“男孩才能继续家里的香火”。</div><div style="text-align: center;">为什么,就因为孩儿都是跟爸爸的姓?</div><div style="text-align: center;">条例是人订的,如果现在换成是跟妈妈的姓——</div><div style="text-align: center;">你还会奢望男孩吗?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">哎,总之,这想法为何会存在,我真的觉得很莫名其妙。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我总觉得,这想法应该被铲除——不,是根本不应该存在。</div><div style="text-align: center;">可能我的想法尚未成熟且被接受,但——</div><div style="text-align: center;">不公正的待遇,这是证据确实且毫无抵赖之说吧?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我衷心希望,这概念能完全彻底地销声匿迹。</div><div style="text-align: center;">哎。._.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-33737185965552783642011-07-03T23:39:00.000+08:002011-07-03T23:39:17.271+08:00给予你之二<div style="text-align: center;">如今,我只能拼命隐藏自己的情绪。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">把一切的不快藏到心底,</div><div style="text-align: center;">因为</div><div style="text-align: center;">唯一失去了一个精神支柱。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">真的很想哭泣一会,</div><div style="text-align: center;">却在了不对的场合流下泪来。</div><div style="text-align: center;">导致被别人说,</div><div style="text-align: center;">“不要再哭了,现在你是什么时候什么样子你怎么还哭?”</div><div style="text-align: center;">她说得没错。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我真的失去了哭的权利。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">告诉自己,控制自己。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">没有你的日子,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我只能把一切的不快藏到心底。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">隐藏自己的情绪,</div><div style="text-align: center;">是我唯一能做的事...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我还是会因为你的冷漠而</div><div style="text-align: center;">欲哭无泪。</div><div style="text-align: center;">既然当初你不要这样,那为什么要把我拉进去?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">请你不要再用你对别人的感觉,来拐骗一个人的心了。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我只希望你真的能站在我的立场想一想。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;">请聆听我的声音。</div><div style="text-align: right;">我不知道我能坚强多久。</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;">旁观者不要想多多 =.=</div>kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-67778794335492352402011-07-01T22:06:00.001+08:002011-07-01T22:06:48.546+08:00♥<div style="text-align: center;">不要以为你不重要,因为你什么都不知道。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我明白你的感受。</div><div style="text-align: center;">相信我,我也曾拥有这段时期。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我明白你很难受。</div><div style="text-align: center;">那种努力了却没被肯定的感受,我真的了解。我不是为了讨好你而说说的。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>请你相信我好吗?</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">但是,我也很难受。</div><div style="text-align: center;">当我接到这消息的时候,我真的纯粹想找个人分享喜悦。</div><div style="text-align: center;">但是...</div><div style="text-align: center;">不是说你没有不快乐的权利。</div><div style="text-align: center;">你有,但是..</div><div style="text-align: center;">难听一点来说,我的感受,你可否知道?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">再天大的好消息,没有了朋友的祝福与认同,喜悦绝对不会相伴而行。</div><div style="text-align: center;">想一想,当你站在喜悦的顶峰时,别人却给你一个不屑的眼神,</div><div style="text-align: center;">你认为,这成就,</div><div style="text-align: center;">还有意义吗?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">很多时候,我感到愉悦,第一个就想找你分享。</div><div style="text-align: center;">但是,我随后会想,</div><div style="text-align: center;">你会否感到不快乐?</div><div style="text-align: center;">我甚至害怕,我是否应该为此成绩而感到愉悦。</div><div style="text-align: center;">到最后,当我无法压抑自己而向你报告时,</div><div style="text-align: center;">这反应,</div><div style="text-align: center;">实在令我的心有多痛?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我胆敢承认,</div><div style="text-align: center;">当你成功时,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我是真的很真心真意的替你感到高兴。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>不要一直强调你很少成功的机会,因为你已经拥有很多。</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>只是你蒙闭双眼不去看见而已。</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">有些时候,我接受你的劝告,</div><div style="text-align: center;">但这时候,请你也听听我说话好吗?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我不是说当我和你分享的时候你必须高兴得开香槟庆祝。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我知是真的很想让你知道,</div><div style="text-align: center;">在你感到忧愁落寞甚至悲痛的时候,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我也是一样。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我从来没有因此而高兴过。</div><div style="text-align: center;">更何况,说实在的,你算是我的精神支柱。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我不知道我是不是又在伤害了你。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我只想让你知道,我也是很受伤。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我不是每一次都能忍着不说,</div><div style="text-align: center;">因为我很脆弱,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我很害怕我有一天真的会崩溃发飙。</div><div style="text-align: center;">到时候,情况真的很难补救了...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">或许因为这样,你会说,</div><div style="text-align: center;">“既然如此,那结束不就好了?”</div><div style="text-align: center;">但是,</div><div style="text-align: center;">你没看见我努力在挽回吗?</div><div style="text-align: center;">我真的不想就这样失去一个如此重要的精神支柱。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我明白你的压力,我明白你的痛苦。</div><div style="text-align: center;">但是,你有没有想过,</div><div style="text-align: center;">若你真的一意孤行,</div><div style="text-align: center;">你还是会快乐?而我还会开心吗?</div><div style="text-align: center;">说真的我的心会破碎咯。</div><div style="text-align: center;">可是如果你说,对你而言没有影响,</div><div style="text-align: center;">那么,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我也无话可说。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我不是要责怪你。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我只是想让你知道,我在想什么。</div><div style="text-align: center;">因为我告诉你的东西你却不听,我只希望能在这里让你知道。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我真的很想坦白从宽。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>一直以来,我忽略了你的感受,对不起。</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">我会学着聆听,但我们一起学习,好吗?</div><div style="text-align: center;">如果我能拥有那个机会的话。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我很固执...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我纯粹想让你知道。</div><div style="text-align: center;">如此而已。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">你已经引到我进入你的深渊,我不能说自拔就自拔。</div><div style="text-align: center;">除非,你狠狠地消灭了这道深渊,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我也就这样被毁灭。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">啊啊啊这不关library or ubk的事情啦。</span></b></div><div style="text-align: right;">所以,大家,特别是librarians,不要想远远啦。</div><div style="text-align: right;">这只是我的私人事情...</div><div style="text-align: right;">我不想告诉人的私人问题。(废话</div><div style="text-align: right;">所以,</div><div style="text-align: right;">不要想多多啦。:P</div><div style="text-align: right;">谢谢~</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: right;">对不起。</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;">聆听你,也聆听我。</div><div style="text-align: right;">聆听世界。</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
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</div>kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-83076745269708134992011-06-05T21:39:00.001+08:002011-06-05T21:40:48.687+08:00同是两条鱼<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiBsfk90bIiZWACAHHSj6z-hss6t40HLp30K35n-5VvSCncBQZYQHevsY1CRu_LFjlLO4jJfTYhA6IxEFkjd4ofs9XHaQ8dGKuCv11PrsasvNDQx6TqtZ0CI9razId4kFzmQGZwpw8mqPph/s1600/%25E7%2593%25B6%25E5%25AD%2590%25E9%2587%258C%25E7%259A%2584%25E4%25B8%25A4%25E6%259D%25A1%25E9%25B1%25BC.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiBsfk90bIiZWACAHHSj6z-hss6t40HLp30K35n-5VvSCncBQZYQHevsY1CRu_LFjlLO4jJfTYhA6IxEFkjd4ofs9XHaQ8dGKuCv11PrsasvNDQx6TqtZ0CI9razId4kFzmQGZwpw8mqPph/s1600/%25E7%2593%25B6%25E5%25AD%2590%25E9%2587%258C%25E7%259A%2584%25E4%25B8%25A4%25E6%259D%25A1%25E9%25B1%25BC.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">《瓶子里的两条鱼》。</div><div style="text-align: center;">一本非常好看的小说。</div><div style="text-align: center;">但是,却让我想起---</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">不要说你很汗死,因为我也觉得很囧。</div><div style="text-align: center;">swt =.=</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">不过话说回来,</div><div style="text-align: center;">你知道为什么吗?</div><div style="text-align: center;">都拜我们最敬爱的Pn Yong所赐。</div><div style="text-align: center;">只因为,</div><div style="text-align: center;">她说:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>“那个Muyiddin,木上有鱼丁,两只鱼游来游去....”</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">blablabla.</div><div style="text-align: center;">简直就是汗死。=.=</div><div style="text-align: center;">zzzzz</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">结果,两条鱼,游来游去,我就想起了谢智慧的作品--</div><div style="text-align: center;">《瓶子里的两条鱼》。</div><div style="text-align: center;">好像没什么关联?=.=</div><div style="text-align: center;">哎呀我也不懂我为什么把它们串在一块儿啦。</div><div style="text-align: center;">-.-</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">不过,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我真的很想拥有一个</div><div style="text-align: center;">瓶子里的两条鱼的吊饰啊~~</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-1482766125862117272011-06-05T20:01:00.002+08:002011-06-09T21:37:36.710+08:00红蜻蜓之缘 :)<div class="separator" style="clear: both; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjzAjKjM4qQr2mdopM9DTOK3MWewGdl-IcPkilnDNQAzembxhYC4_CL9cUbxbm4g6mVrcCFDdZAdLGnfuRvtpaFAn5AaPq8JzfrKwJNxU2tXPNqzoFJvyO_hJ6FSudnRc4-UrZQWKhss7Ll/s1600/IMG_1499.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjzAjKjM4qQr2mdopM9DTOK3MWewGdl-IcPkilnDNQAzembxhYC4_CL9cUbxbm4g6mVrcCFDdZAdLGnfuRvtpaFAn5AaPq8JzfrKwJNxU2tXPNqzoFJvyO_hJ6FSudnRc4-UrZQWKhss7Ll/s320/IMG_1499.JPG" style="cursor: move;" width="320" /></a></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">第二届红蜻蜓少年小说奖银奖得主与决审团合影。:)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
我做梦都从没想过,我竟会拥有和红蜻蜓重量级人物正面交锋的时候。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">我想,这真的完全是机缘吧。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">打从<b>应征做少年评委</b>,到意外地被选中,<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>(请注意,我并非得奖)</b></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">这一切的一切,</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">我只能以“幸运”来形容。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">幸运。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">的确。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">所以话说昨天我被邀请出席第二届红蜻蜓少年小说奖的颁奖典礼啦。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">地点在:</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVdB7EQM3LTKP8crZFDBZMSdefQbg5yZ5WT4w7HfBRCIOyyj2KREzT-KbdldQ1uQsXrz4KAK5lcSfnH1ZbP5kY0fmXGQLoVWdj4rjHieQ6aIQnwVAvNY6vMNciX66mzL5wNIdx48Uf4f3g/s1600/IMG_1480.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVdB7EQM3LTKP8crZFDBZMSdefQbg5yZ5WT4w7HfBRCIOyyj2KREzT-KbdldQ1uQsXrz4KAK5lcSfnH1ZbP5kY0fmXGQLoVWdj4rjHieQ6aIQnwVAvNY6vMNciX66mzL5wNIdx48Uf4f3g/s320/IMG_1480.JPG" style="cursor: move;" width="320" /></a></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">对了,The Mines.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">所以我在这地方che了一整天的diaji。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">典礼还没开始,我便去逛书展。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">走来走去,但我喜欢的书籍却不是很多。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">最后还是买了侯文咏的书(嘿嘿),angry bird & Domokun 吊饰 :D, 和钟进贺的书籍。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">然后他说买书,拍照,抽奖是一套的(?),所以就跟他拍照留恋咯。</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXQjQZie5175nE0pDRg-u1Kyf1jcCV_3BIS996xFs1BLH9I6wR4xy2DIjD-OMQegcVdtLXIvYudFJL96DD09CsnSNfdXxiJ_oERovpXfdW9INnBB2ddxuR2dgHxHUi_AjPjA-x6Ymx0nLj/s1600/IMG_1482.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjXQjQZie5175nE0pDRg-u1Kyf1jcCV_3BIS996xFs1BLH9I6wR4xy2DIjD-OMQegcVdtLXIvYudFJL96DD09CsnSNfdXxiJ_oERovpXfdW9INnBB2ddxuR2dgHxHUi_AjPjA-x6Ymx0nLj/s320/IMG_1482.JPG" style="cursor: move;" width="320" /></a></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">果然花样多多。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">接着颁奖礼暨新书推介里就开始啦。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">匆匆忙忙赶到舞台那儿,然后红蜻蜓工作人员指着一排椅子,让我坐在那儿。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">顺着她的指尖,放眼望去--</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">VIP.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">swt.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">我竟被安排坐在VIP这类的椅子上。我有那么大牌吗 o.O</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">算了,反正另一位少年评委也气定神闲地坐在那儿了,我也就凑过去啦。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">然后典礼就开始咯。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">每个颁奖礼都是千篇一律,致词致词致词后决审团代表发言。</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjeTeoyv1bFHp_9JqEN_a_gmxbg6UmaMdTlM4ms1JeBTKJ5lJ7NwdrVnHU4gZCnkS70FwnbBbpFzHiGQwlMzwAdxSGUSFqFWSGiBPh8VR5Lz_9aPKVjeiDkGZ56fmN6afW9gJ3EGP-SZjT5/s1600/IMG_1485.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjeTeoyv1bFHp_9JqEN_a_gmxbg6UmaMdTlM4ms1JeBTKJ5lJ7NwdrVnHU4gZCnkS70FwnbBbpFzHiGQwlMzwAdxSGUSFqFWSGiBPh8VR5Lz_9aPKVjeiDkGZ56fmN6afW9gJ3EGP-SZjT5/s320/IMG_1485.JPG" style="cursor: move;" width="320" /></a></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">永乐多斯博士。:D</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">说真的,我很喜欢她讲话的声音。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">说话不缓不及,声音轻柔;</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">咬字发音也异常准确,虽然总是有一个腔调在那儿。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">听了真的很舒服 :)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">最后,成绩公布啦。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">今年金奖悬空,对我而言实属可惜。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">所以只有银奖一座,而得奖的作品,若没改名,叫<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; line-height: 19px;">《佳佳的秘密</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; line-height: 19px;">》</span>。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">希望若出版了大家会喜欢决审团的眼光 :)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">过后就是颁纪念品给决审团。</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg1SVQw1CqRcT3dN2UQk2ugKadgE399xkUy14UsAKwtBxfV56ERZn4lU8AfHqMdU092Z_nJ82_xDEba57HAS7htZkVPRhO3-hy4DPM_fu2TFaKzPe-dQXJg_Jwusqw2Tc1oGNs1_EETUGmB/s1600/IMG_1492.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg1SVQw1CqRcT3dN2UQk2ugKadgE399xkUy14UsAKwtBxfV56ERZn4lU8AfHqMdU092Z_nJ82_xDEba57HAS7htZkVPRhO3-hy4DPM_fu2TFaKzPe-dQXJg_Jwusqw2Tc1oGNs1_EETUGmB/s320/IMG_1492.JPG" style="cursor: move;" width="240" /></a></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">红蜻蜓出版社经理颁纪念品给不用介绍。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">拿到那书本礼篮的时候我是多么的兴奋:DDDD</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">但是,很重。lol</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">颁奖礼结束后就使新书推介礼。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">跳过跳过跳过,(因为我忘了拍照....)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">整个典礼结束后,我们这三位<strike>妙龄女子</strike>少年评委酒杯光明日报的记者带走啦。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">被带到户外,说要拍照,</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">但是拍得好像我们是模特儿那样(?!)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">一下子要我们坐在楼梯间,摆post,什么“想象你在哪里哪里,自然一点,yes很好,keep going”</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">.......</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">然后闪光灯不断的闪着。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">虽然有一丁点好像在做模特儿的喜悦(因为我不可能会有机会去做),但是我们三人在爆笑之余,还有一点儿莫名其妙。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">不是访问吗,怎么搞到好像在户外取景?</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">汗死。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">然后就说带我们去吃东西,说边吃边访问。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">然后我们以行人就浩浩荡荡地去吃--</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">Hong Kong Dessert!! :DDD</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">刚好那儿有摆摊 :D</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">太幸运了!!</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">我一直以来都很想吃啊啊啊啊啊啊 :D</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">现在不但有机会吃,还不用出钱呢(奸笑)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">嘿嘿嘿~</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqwMSl0Ywk34snpit5D9qfb3BimfMfwqiWtjqkuqPkjlD4nc8gTBG9Ab_sqGQsXD9aY9QTYM2nP0814rbJCAD1D3BRTp_3EUUZcTSs8ypRbYdr5RVOnCzV8sEJLGhbkCc5_kgqwQKHEXU6/s1600/IMG_1501.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjqwMSl0Ywk34snpit5D9qfb3BimfMfwqiWtjqkuqPkjlD4nc8gTBG9Ab_sqGQsXD9aY9QTYM2nP0814rbJCAD1D3BRTp_3EUUZcTSs8ypRbYdr5RVOnCzV8sEJLGhbkCc5_kgqwQKHEXU6/s320/IMG_1501.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">焦糖布丁,芋头西米露和芒果粉肠 :D</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><b>Yummilicioussssss!!! x)</b></span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">有机会再来一次 xD</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">说起来,被访问也不简单。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">尤其你不知道该说什么,但录音机在你面前时,你多少也得挤出一两句。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">原来访问后也会觉得累 ._.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">虽然只有脑和嘴在动 lol。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">访问完毕,就是聚餐啦。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">所以我们又跑回红蜻蜓档口等待出发到The Mines Resort Hotel :D</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsQCDIh4aQtg826xZSkM43RJQTGiZYpt_4slLQiX_3lH13OBuS3v12uMH-Do-tv1fKgwyNwF-5f08293fDsG8kS0ig2U0QEYJPdtA3D8DqnsrAAgn5S_cHxBgttyVZHWlJdL9wH9yQEGF6/s1600/IMG_1505.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhsQCDIh4aQtg826xZSkM43RJQTGiZYpt_4slLQiX_3lH13OBuS3v12uMH-Do-tv1fKgwyNwF-5f08293fDsG8kS0ig2U0QEYJPdtA3D8DqnsrAAgn5S_cHxBgttyVZHWlJdL9wH9yQEGF6/s320/IMG_1505.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">我超喜欢这板的!! :D</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">可惜他太大了不能从正面拍摄。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">不要问我为什么,因为它只给我一个感觉:温馨(?)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">总之说不出个所以然,喜欢就喜欢啦,就这样。(敷衍)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">然后就浩浩荡荡地出发吃晚餐去。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">我做梦也没想过我竟会和邓秀茵挤在同一辆车子里?!</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">虽然不是周杰伦,但那种微妙的感觉还是荡漾出来了。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">奇妙啊。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi-UE1ZoSBnwUjDUNKVrTqEMMLNXxx3ZiS_BgrwDGhFGALsnmCVu4PjL4-vPTx1bu9Sh-iDwqP1YtkFpeAWccXxbPQ1wXGpmAJkAV8KIG4gFlNxbcfitxrEhuIUvWwYRTaQQ7vCLZktSHPr/s1600/IMG_1509.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi-UE1ZoSBnwUjDUNKVrTqEMMLNXxx3ZiS_BgrwDGhFGALsnmCVu4PjL4-vPTx1bu9Sh-iDwqP1YtkFpeAWccXxbPQ1wXGpmAJkAV8KIG4gFlNxbcfitxrEhuIUvWwYRTaQQ7vCLZktSHPr/s320/IMG_1509.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"> 食物</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_b9sP0jqhAdi6grjSYKrCrhifjNW2bhi8GnDfDX4eWAn2QVyrJn8lKahl9dgxMKOzpZmuejlxE_XUrKGr4QLq3e3OvyvvtbH_X3q6QYLlIo3SLWN97rJJnEZ8aadOGFq3wj8S5_emLFZW/s1600/IMG_1510.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_b9sP0jqhAdi6grjSYKrCrhifjNW2bhi8GnDfDX4eWAn2QVyrJn8lKahl9dgxMKOzpZmuejlxE_XUrKGr4QLq3e3OvyvvtbH_X3q6QYLlIo3SLWN97rJJnEZ8aadOGFq3wj8S5_emLFZW/s320/IMG_1510.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">漂亮呵。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">然后,竟然遇见--王德志?!!</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">我也认不出在沙滩上的他。=.=</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">他和红蜻蜓经理寒暄了几句,就不懂去了哪里。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">可惜他在沙滩上,要不我一定要跟他合影。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">平旦漫画耶 :D</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">吃得很饱,自助餐嘛 :D</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">然后就跟他们拍照。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">雨文,谢智慧,陈国胜,永乐多斯,许友彬,邓秀茵etc etc.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">太多了,懒惰放。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">不过,</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">说起来,</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">雨文实在令我...大跌眼镜?o.O</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">因为,</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">我一直以为,</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">她是一位很高挑的女子,</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">甚至因此令我黯然神伤。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">但是,当我和她面对面的时候,</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">我完全像不到,</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">那个夹有娃娃音,比我矮的乔小女子竟是她。O.O</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">天啊~~</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">照片果然信不过。-.-</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">聚餐完毕,就是分离的时候啦 :)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">临走前,许友彬一直叫我“小妹妹”,然后道谢。swt</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEia4fgc8dxSeahbmkBc-zIIkY4wq2avBM_hUlf9FQV9xsuhXE0kBH1Ws0uaBeOg5dbmDmUTJaYziMivvsvOmZDiAEx59XC0AfwcqSG39p9caOToKv6MgQLVc1GASnvacv-7B_HN4QVMqxiC/s1600/IMG_1527.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEia4fgc8dxSeahbmkBc-zIIkY4wq2avBM_hUlf9FQV9xsuhXE0kBH1Ws0uaBeOg5dbmDmUTJaYziMivvsvOmZDiAEx59XC0AfwcqSG39p9caOToKv6MgQLVc1GASnvacv-7B_HN4QVMqxiC/s320/IMG_1527.JPG" width="320" /></a></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">红蜻蜓书本礼篮~~ <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px;">♥</span></div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">总之呢,这天真得过得很梦幻(?).</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">我从没想过,我竟也有机会和各位作家交流,开会,拍照,进餐。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">或许你会不屑一顾,因为他们不是周杰伦蔡依林,</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">但是我已经很感恩了。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">毕竟,有多少机会,能够拥有如此奥妙的机缘?</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">而且还是我最喜爱的红蜻蜓呢。:)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">我真的不知道应该用什么来形容我愉悦且雀跃的心情 :D</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">近距离的接触果然不一样 :)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">朝梦想迈进。</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;">嗯,很好。:)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><br />
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</span></span></div>kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-1731214215846691222011-06-05T17:10:00.000+08:002011-06-05T17:10:37.763+08:00Changed;<div style="text-align: center;">因为我的笨拙,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我必须忍痛作出决定。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">因为我的无能,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我必须摒弃如此梦幻的东西。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">因为我的迟钝,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我不能长久是它运作下去。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">因为我对blogskin之白痴且对它的操作一窍不通,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我必须换成另一个毫不起眼的blogskin。</div><div style="text-align: center;">-.-</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">说了这么多,</div><div style="text-align: center;">就是</div><div style="text-align: center;">我换blogskin啦。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">原因是,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我不会操作那个blogskin ._.</div><div style="text-align: center;">即使有高人指点,而自己也跑去研究,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我不知道为什么我就是不会操作它。=.=</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-60417849731000521952011-05-25T21:08:00.000+08:002011-05-25T21:08:36.344+08:00Appearences really can be deceiving.<div style="text-align: center;">话说有一天,在朋友的介绍下,我跑去看了一个人的blog.</div><div style="text-align: center;">乍看之下,我简直就被她的blog所吸引,每次上网非看不可lol.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">并不是因为她的部落格很华丽,很漂亮,很梦幻。</div><div style="text-align: center;">而是她每一天都更新的内容。</div><div style="text-align: center;">每一次,我挥挥滑鼠地浏览她的网页,</div><div style="text-align: center;">都不乏看到她那精彩绝伦的生活。</div><div style="text-align: center;">几乎每一个星期,都一定会和一大群感情好得不得了的死党出外透透气;</div><div style="text-align: center;">而每一个星期,家人都回一大班浩浩荡荡地出外走走逛逛。</div><div style="text-align: center;">生活之充实,生活之精彩,</div><div style="text-align: center;">都令我这嫌少能出外打转的土包子羡慕得垂涎三尺(?)。</div><div style="text-align: center;">所以当时我真的真的很向往她的生活与世界。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">而在一切如此美好的情景下,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我一直以为,</div><div style="text-align: center;">她,抑或她的家人,</div><div style="text-align: center;">都绝对是友善热情的。</div><div style="text-align: center;">对任何人,</div><div style="text-align: center;">都挂以一丝微笑,</div><div style="text-align: center;">并以温和的态度和你说话。</div><div style="text-align: center;">但是,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>我错了。</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">首先,我在学校巧遇到她。</div><div style="text-align: center;">应该不是说巧遇,因为当时她的班就在我隔壁?</div><div style="text-align: center;">之所以之前在网上曾聊过好几次,我们都知道对方的名字与样子。</div><div style="text-align: center;">所以,当我遇见她时,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我很自然的牵起嘴角对她微笑,而我以为她也会这么做。</div><div style="text-align: center;">但是,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>她没有。O.O</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">她对我根本不屑一顾,根本对我的招呼视若无睹,根本把我当透明。</div><div style="text-align: center;">而她眼里还透出一丝丝的轻蔑与不屑?</div><div style="text-align: center;">我不知道,我只知道当时的我简直傻了眼。</div><div style="text-align: center;">就因为我以为她是一个很友善的人,所以我以为她对任何人都会给予天使般的微笑。</div><div style="text-align: center;">是我给予她太高的评估?还是他本人本来就那么冷淡?</div><div style="text-align: center;">我不知道,我只希望是我多心了。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">这并不怎么样,</div><div style="text-align: center;">再来的才令我对他们的形象毁于一旦。</div><div style="text-align: center;">当时是文娱晚会,我和我的朋友前去观赏。</div><div style="text-align: center;">过后我朋友因有些事情必须离席一会儿,要我替他霸着好几个位子(当时晚会还没开始)。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我当然答应啦。</div><div style="text-align: center;">不久,我就看到那位部落歌女(?)的家人走了进来,眼看就要坐在我朋友的位子上。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我赶忙走向前,并抱歉地对他们说,“对不起,这里有人要坐的,不好意思。”</div><div style="text-align: center;">我以为他们会笑着说没关系,并拍拍屁股走向别的位子。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>我.真.的.那.么.认.为。</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">谁知道,</div><div style="text-align: center;">那位爸爸,竟然给了我一个白眼!</div><div style="text-align: center;">然后还直接骂说,“怎么可以这样,这里有没写他的名字,我鬼懂是谁的啊?那里可以这样霸位的!你怎么可以那么自私霸道!”blablabla骂了一大堆!</div><div style="text-align: center;">然后就走开了,可我可以听见他还在那里咒骂!</div><div style="text-align: center;">而其他家庭成员也给予我一个怨恨(?)的眼神。</div><div style="text-align: center;">他妈的难道你就没有霸过位子?</div><div style="text-align: center;">还是你要说你们太有钱了,不用霸,因为你们有的是钱,所以可以随意花钱买位子?可以去以钱说服人家把位子让给你?</div><div style="text-align: center;">什么大便!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">不可理喻!!!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">可是当时我并没有生气。</div><div style="text-align: center;">并不是因为我脾气好(不可能会好),而是,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我真的太过惊吓了。</div><div style="text-align: center;">他们给我的反应和我的想象根本就是天和地!</div><div style="text-align: center;">我简直伫立在那儿,好一阵子才回过神来。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">失望吗?</div><div style="text-align: center;">我想,我不应该感到失望。</div><div style="text-align: center;">因为他们或许本来就没那么美好,而是我对他们的认识是如此尚浅,进而产生错误的结论。</div><div style="text-align: center;">或许应该说,我给予`他们的评估太高了,高得有点没有逻辑。</div><div style="text-align: center;">所以,我不应该说对他们失望,因为他们根本没做错;或许我应该说,令我大跌眼镜吧?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">但是,这一次真的深深地告诉了我,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red; font-size: large;">Appearences really can be deceiving.</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;">网上所呈现的东西不可能是最真实的一面,所以,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>不要以它来下任何定论。</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-42184954147072217312011-04-09T10:59:00.000+08:002011-04-09T10:59:51.288+08:00我很好?<div style="text-align: center;">不要告诉我,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>“你得找一个明白你的人倾诉。”</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">我绝对会回应你,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>“那是没用的。”</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><strike>或许</strike>是我太难以理解,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><strike>或许</strike>是我无法真正的真心剖白。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><strike>或许</strike>我从来就无法让人明了...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">当你倾诉的时候,</div><div style="text-align: center;">换来的是对方的冷漠。</div><div style="text-align: center;">再了解你的知音人都好,</div><div style="text-align: center;">也只会给你一个敷衍的笑容...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">或许他人无法真正了解我的处境,</div><div style="text-align: center;">而无法做出任何适当的回应。</div><div style="text-align: center;">但是我真的很迷茫,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我到底应该向谁舒解我自己?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">你说我的表情刻得很明显,</div><div style="text-align: center;">那我该如何努力掩饰自己的情绪?</div><div style="text-align: center;">反正我再也没有一个舒解管道..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">你知道我伤心,那又怎样?你却不知道我为什么哭泣。</div><div style="text-align: center;">排山倒海的负面情绪与压抑,该何去何从?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我一直以为宣泄出来会有所帮助,</div><div style="text-align: center;">但为什么,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我的心情却因宣泄而变得更加沉重?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我什么都不知道,我只知道我已经完了。</div><div style="text-align: center;">这一次,我真正地贴切地感受到,</div><div style="text-align: center;">原来,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我已现在崩溃的边缘,无法自拔...</div><div style="text-align: center;">或许,已经跌入崩溃的深谷,越陷越深。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">据文章,我已经抵达忧郁的最严重状况。</div><div style="text-align: center;">当你告诉我的时候,我当然很慌张,</div><div style="text-align: center;">但随后,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我只能冷笑。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我能够做什么? </div><div style="text-align: center;">我只能等待它爆发的一天?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我从没想到,</div><div style="text-align: center;">原来说出一句“我很好”,</div><div style="text-align: center;">可以如此辛苦,</div><div style="text-align: center;">可以如此震撼我心,</div><div style="text-align: center;">可以如此心如刀割,</div><div style="text-align: center;">可以如此犹豫不决...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">情绪起伏不定,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我已经完了。</div><div style="text-align: center;">原来我越要压抑自己,</div><div style="text-align: center;">却只会使情况更容易爆发。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;">我已经完了。</div><div style="text-align: center;">呵呵呵。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;">我没有把矛头指向任何一个人,</div><div style="text-align: right;">我没有责怪谁。</div><div style="text-align: right;">怪只能怪我无法真正处理我自己。</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;">如果你认为我这一整篇文章只是在夸大其词,博取同情,</div><div style="text-align: right;">我也没有办法。</div><div style="text-align: right;">你的思想又不是我控制的,</div><div style="text-align: right;">我只能任由你去想。</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;">但我只想说,</div><div style="text-align: right;">如果我那么得空去叽里呱啦一大堆来博取同情,</div><div style="text-align: right;">我倒不如争取时间去读我的书?</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我要说的已经说完了。</div><div style="text-align: center;">就看我的意志,何时才会倒下吧。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><strike>我已经徘徊在崩溃的边缘。</strike></div><div style="text-align: center;"><strike>或者,已经陷入其中。</strike></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
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</div>kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-85079298692616818542011-03-27T17:24:00.000+08:002011-03-27T17:24:02.553+08:00笔的克星 a.k.a. 本小姐是也。<div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmi7AJ0Psk6SQ4eyCRCyLqeDDY8kyQfFAw3MPcCPP1fZtBw8B41TrJwJTeSEKQlMUFubOq4-IPoeoubDZoV4o2Fvh5aGdeaR4BxQzPv0QoZDtOP1HDd9HQR69U_1BzJp52iBtQeDgCMzV4/s1600/pen.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="279" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmi7AJ0Psk6SQ4eyCRCyLqeDDY8kyQfFAw3MPcCPP1fZtBw8B41TrJwJTeSEKQlMUFubOq4-IPoeoubDZoV4o2Fvh5aGdeaR4BxQzPv0QoZDtOP1HDd9HQR69U_1BzJp52iBtQeDgCMzV4/s320/pen.jpg" width="320" /></a><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">话说我真的是名副其实的</div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">笔的克星。=.=</span></div><div style="text-align: center;">我们敬爱的李佳航小姐所取得称号果然没错~</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">一次又一次,<br />
当我的笔寿命已尽的时候,<br />
我当然会去添新的钢笔。<br />
但是,<br />
从今年起,<br />
这么小小的一支笔却可以为我带来这么多的风波。zz. =.=</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">首先,<br />
我看上了一支笔,<br />
一只70仙。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我看它素质看起来不错,</div><div style="text-align: center;">又很便宜,</div><div style="text-align: center;">便不假思索的买了一篮一黑笔。</div><div style="text-align: center;">结果,</div><div style="text-align: center;">蓝色的写得很顺利,鞠躬尽瘁直至他寿命终止的那一天;</div><div style="text-align: center;">但黑色的,</div><div style="text-align: center;">zzz WTF 他才呱呱坠地没多久就报销了。=.=</div><div style="text-align: center;">所以我以为是它本来就有问题,就跑去书店换,</div><div style="text-align: center;">换了一支新的后满怀欣喜地testing,</div><div style="text-align: center;">第一二天还不错,</div><div style="text-align: center;">哪里知道过后又死掉了!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">=.= </div><div style="text-align: center;">WTHHHHH. </div><div style="text-align: center;">结果那支笔的下场很可怜,</div><div style="text-align: center;">因为当时我在做add maths 做到很pek cek甚至飙泪,</div><div style="text-align: center;">结果我便不叫思索的抓起它然后</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>奋力地往墙壁丢去。=.=</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">然后就这样,你安息吧呵呵呵。=.=</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">然后,我的朋友见我那么可怜,</div><div style="text-align: center;">就介绍我另一种新的牌子。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我写一写,嗯,还不错,</div><div style="text-align: center;">就买了几只回来。</div><div style="text-align: center;">开始时写得很顺利,</div><div style="text-align: center;">所以我以为我要找的就是它了。</div><div style="text-align: center;">哪知道,</div><div style="text-align: center;">过了几星期,</div><div style="color: blue; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>又报销!!!!!</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;">@#$%^&*!!!!!!!!!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">去他的 walao. =.=</div><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><div style="text-align: center;">后来,我朋友就帮我testing,希望能死灰复燃,</div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;">结果真的死其复生!!!:O</div><div style="text-align: center;">可是当被我握在手里时,</div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;">他又奄奄一息了。=.=</div><div style="text-align: center;">我朋友简直啼笑皆非哭笑不得,直接说:</div><div style="text-align: center;">“看来是你的问题,不是笔的问题。为什么它肯跟别人合作却不肯跟你合作?”</div><div style="text-align: center;">天晓得!zz</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">过后,我还是不死心,</div><div style="text-align: center;">又在跑去买一大盒的笔,</div><div style="text-align: center;">并希望这次的大投资可以有不一样的结果。</div><div style="text-align: center;">哪里知道,</div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br />
</span></b></div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: x-large;">结果还不是一样!!!!!!</span></b></div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;"><b><span style="font-size: x-large;">=.=</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">他妈的没有笔我怎样写字做功课?!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">笔又不是correction tape还有liquid paper代替,我要用什么代替你啊!!!! zz</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">还是你要告诉我,不好再去奋力做那么多功课了?</div><div style="text-align: center;">这个你应该去找红笔,告诉他们malfunction老师就不能改书,conclusion就不能给功课!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">-,-</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>ZZZ.</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: #660000; text-align: right;"><u><b>如果你对我好一些,我答应你一定会有好日子过。=.=</b></u></div><div style="color: #660000; text-align: right;"><u><b>MUTUALISM, please. =.=</b></u></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-23520812135470390122011-03-15T21:08:00.000+08:002011-03-15T21:08:05.100+08:00Feedback.<div style="text-align: center;">如果你问我,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我从这个camp中学了什么,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我只能说,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我发现, </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">原来我的人是如此的糟糕。</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: right;">就这样。</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
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</div>kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-86795675814393674492011-03-15T21:05:00.003+08:002011-03-15T21:13:39.656+08:00友情;认同。<div style="text-align: center;">原来我一直以来的一厢情愿,</div><div style="text-align: center;">却被别人的acuh tak acuh所蒙蔽。</div><div style="text-align: center;">原来别人只不过随便挥挥几句,</div><div style="text-align: center;">可以比我的肺腑之言来得更贴切有力。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我是不是该停止所有无谓的努力?</div><div style="text-align: center;">我的遗憾,到底什么时候才能弥补?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">如果你说时机未到,</div><div style="text-align: center;">那何时才到?</div><div style="text-align: center;">还是是我不够努力?</div><div style="text-align: center;">我应该更加努力迈进?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">到底我应该怎么做,才是已经真正努力了?</div><div style="text-align: center;">到底怎样我才不会一次又一次的被划伤一刀?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我到底该怎么做?</div><div style="text-align: center;">我完全茫无头绪。</div><div style="text-align: center;">或许应该说,我已经心灰意冷?</div><div style="text-align: center;">完全失去了继续奋斗的意识?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我只想说,</div><div style="text-align: center;">为什么我一直以来的努力,</div><div style="text-align: center;">总是被否定?</div><div style="text-align: center;">为什么我努力拼取的东西,</div><div style="text-align: center;">却从来没有一次在我手上停留过?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">明明,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我是真心对待这段友情,</div><div style="text-align: center;">为什么你却要糟蹋它?</div><div style="text-align: center;">别人随便挥一挥衣袖,</div><div style="text-align: center;">却换来你无限的钦佩?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">千错万错,</div><div style="text-align: center;">都是我的错。</div><div style="text-align: center;">唯一的解决方法,</div><div style="text-align: center;">就是我噤声不语,</div><div style="text-align: center;">死了更好?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我完全不知道应该怎样做!!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;">或许,我应该收起我的热忱。</div><div style="color: black; text-align: right;"><b>我真的真的不应该拥有乐观的思想。</b></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;">我能靠着谁的肩膀,</div><div style="text-align: right;">哭泣?</div><div style="text-align: right;">我能向谁,</div><div style="text-align: right;">露出最透彻的骨肉?</div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: #660000; text-align: right;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i><u><b>谁说坦白,就可以从宽?</b></u></i></span><br />
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</div>kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-11913983006992619842011-03-12T23:01:00.000+08:002011-03-12T23:01:40.438+08:00给予,你。<div style="text-align: center;">你让我明白,</div><div style="text-align: center;">什么叫无情,什么叫无义。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">你让我知道,</div><div style="text-align: center;">原来你越是在乎的东西,你越是会失去。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">你让我明晓,</div><div style="text-align: center;">原来人残酷起来,是可以很干脆的。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">更让我明白,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>原来你一直以来的真面目是这样的。</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我当然会心痛,也会为这事情而感到伤心,</div><div style="text-align: center;">不过我不会再稀罕。</div><div style="text-align: center;">不要问我为什么,</div><div style="text-align: center;">不要以为你很难忘记,</div><div style="text-align: center;">或许时间已经冲淡了一切。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我一直以为,</div><div style="text-align: center;">你对朋友是重心重义重义气的。</div><div style="text-align: center;">原来我错了,而且错得很离谱。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我知道我不应该这样形容你,</div><div style="text-align: center;">但是,</div><div style="text-align: center;">你这种态度,</div><div style="text-align: center;">真的让我觉得你很像一只披着狼皮的羊。</div><div style="text-align: center;">表面上很重感情,</div><div style="text-align: center;">但当你想对它弃之不理时,</div><div style="text-align: center;">你真的可以做得很干脆利落。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">我很佩服你的潇洒。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我到现在都还不能释怀啊。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><strike>或许</strike>其实你根本就不稀罕我这位朋友,</div><div style="text-align: center;">可能你认为我死了消失了更好。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我不会令你失望的,</div><div style="text-align: center;">不用担心。</div><div style="text-align: center;">总有一天,我会完全消失在这个世界上,</div><div style="text-align: center;">不留任何踪影,不留任何痕迹。</div><div style="text-align: center;">到时候,你再开香槟来庆祝也不迟,</div><div style="text-align: center;">我会在天之灵保佑你的庆祝会一切顺利。</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">你真的可以很自然地直勾勾地看着我的眼睛,</div><div style="text-align: center;">但却不做任何招呼。</div><div style="text-align: center;">你是认为我傻了还是蠢了,</div><div style="text-align: center;">你觉得这么明显的动作我还看不出一些端倪?</div><div style="text-align: center;">你当我是白痴,不会经历锥心之痛?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">不要怪我这样形容你。</div><div style="text-align: center;">若要人不说,除非己莫为。</div><div style="text-align: center;">我这一切的一切想法,</div><div style="text-align: center;">还不是因为你的冷酷无情傲慢冷漠嘲讽所使然?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="color: black; text-align: center;"><b>谢谢你让我知道,</b></div><div style="color: black; text-align: center;"><b>原来你是如此的无情无义。</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">起码,我不会再浪费时间,</div><div style="text-align: center;">去想一想你我之间的事情。</div><div style="color: blue; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="color: blue; text-align: center;">我知道我们已经完了。</div><div style="color: blue; text-align: center;">对不起,我无法再乐观地想下去。</div><div style="color: blue; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: red; text-align: right;"><u><b>我不会令你失望的。</b></u></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
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</div>kaininghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15569762028615746590noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6706489494630682276.post-70949081841862422452011-03-12T22:12:00.000+08:002011-03-12T22:12:37.963+08:00Pray; =X<div style="color: blue; text-align: center;"><b><u><span style="font-size: x-large;">Let's pray for Japan.</span></u></b></div><div style="text-align: center;">It's really disasterious and horrible, I almost cry and scream when I saw the video. lol.</div><div style="text-align: center;">:(</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">But,</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>MY FOSTER FAMILY IS ALRIGHT!! :D</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm so so so soooooooooo happy oh wheeeeeeeeeeeee <span class="messageBody">♥ :)</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="messageBody">Thank GOD they're alright! </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="messageBody">really god bless </span><span class="messageBody">♥</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="messageBody">It was when I was wanting to send them a email, then I opened my inbox and found out that</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="messageBody">they already email to me. LOL</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="messageBody">telling me they're alright, of course. :)</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="messageBody">Ohhh I'm just too happy for words :)</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="messageBody">I'm so grateful that they're not affected :DD</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="messageBody"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="messageBody">However,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="messageBody">pray for the affected ones =X</span></div><div style="color: red; text-align: center;"><u><b><span class="messageBody">Stay strong; humanity will always be with you.</span></b></u></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="messageBody"><br />
</span></div><div style="color: magenta; text-align: right;"><span class="messageBody">Jiayou! :)</span></div><div style="color: magenta; text-align: right;"><span class="messageBody">Hayange family </span><span class="messageBody">♥</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br />
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