Diploma vs Violin

One day I accidentally came across that one of my grade-8-piano-practical-completer had decided to learn violin.
That time I JUST SIMPLY DONT KNOW WHY I'm suuuuuper excited, so when I'm at home I BLAHBLAHBLAH told my mum everything.
Just for telling sake, no other meaning.
Who knows my mum blurted out,

"Why dont you dont take diploma but take violin instead?"

and she looked so excited.

=.=

But,

WTH?@.@

Then she continued,"aiya 反正你将来也不是走这行的(because I had no potential AT ALL), it's better if you take up another skill, right? :)"
Then I gave her a o.O look.
It surprise me A LOT that my mum will support =.=

Well,
it doesnt matter if my mum said yes or otherwise, coz I had to make the decision myself.

If I really take up violin, DO I HAVE ENOUGH TIME?
Next year I, like everyone else, had bunch of tuition classes to attend.=.= and my ballet and KUMON still had a FAR MORE DISTANCE AWAY to complete it.=.=
If I really take up violin, I had no choice but to stop my piano lessons.
Which means that, I cant go for diploma and also theory grade 7 & 8.
@.@

Hmm, I quite like violin de lah actually.
Not freakingly like that type, just simple quite admire its goodness(?).
Which says that, I HAD THE INTEREST TO LEARN IT.
BLAH~but, can I take it?=.=

DUHH~

Currently seeking for some advice, please.

Thanks :)

你知道“恐怖”这两个词吗？！

你知不知道什么是“恐怖”？
不知道？好，我来enlighten你。

“恐怖”的感觉，就是因为某件事或某件物，给对方带来一定的心理困扰，所以对方才会对它产生恐惧的感觉，若不是掉头逃避，就是敬而远之。

而此经历，就是以恐怖来点缀之。

你到底知不知道？？！！

你的出现，让我很不自然。
facebook是一个能让人在法律下畅所欲为的地方，但因为你的出现，我发现所谓的自由已经不复存在！！！！！
每一次我到那里去，你都要多管闲事插进一脚来讲讲你的所谓意见。
即使你对该事一点也不了解，一点也不清楚，但是你也要一副不懂装懂的样子在那里攀谈你的意见！！！
你知不知道你这样实在是很可笑？
我不应该说，对你的此举动感到啼笑皆非，我只想说，
你真的很妄自尊大！！！
=.=

你知不知道你很烦？
在facebook里，凡是有我走过的痕迹，你一定也不甘示弱的姑且踏过。
你知不知道你这样做让我觉得很不自在，很不自然？！
何止如此，我只觉得，很恐怖！！！！！！！！=.=

现在只有这个地方你没有发现我的存在。
I said, PLEASEEEE!!!!! =.=
那个讲座，你说很好用，但是你有没有学以致用？？！
在那里自吹自擂是不行的！！！！！=.=
ISHH!!=.=

你这样做已经很很很很很很很很久了。
你必须知道，人的忍耐度是有限的！！
我已经忍无可忍了！！！
再这样下去我会的精神分裂症的你知不知道？？！！（<<夸张了很多点，不好意思）

请尊重我的感觉，也尊重你自己的尊严！

Random Pics ;D

 WHEE, me and the book I wrapped :P

Well, that day Thursday stayed back for duty.

BUT, nothing to do =.=

So I just simply ask miss ng if got anything to do,coz we memang be ta han liau.:P

Then she ask us to do HAPUS KIRA!!!@.@

SHIT, better if i dont ask.=.=

So we do lor~

Want to die.zzz =.= 

Then, about 4.15pm, we really be ta han again then announced:REST!!

So we pack up everything and dump them into miss ng's office.LOL

Then just sit there staring at the ceiling...

zzz.

Just then, shiuan took my handphone and took some pitcha!

:D

Here it goes:

me me me xD

looking at shiuan's phone.

peace :)

 take two :D

 I didnt act emo kay, she curi curi snap de xD

MISS ONG ZHI XIN!!xDD

she always STRONGLY protest people to take a pic of her, so we curi curi take lor.:P

so bad~

so cute :)

LOL I dont know what is she doing :)

And this pic, captured by me.

My masterpiece :P

 Ccy~!!:D

hehe, ccy, dont kill me :P

After much crapping, we finally start to do kerja asas =.= duhhhhh.

just simply do, LOL.

I ♥ Thursday.

I hope it'll never change :)

♥

图书馆之 《童眼》（<<？！）

有没有觉得阴森森的？:P

那天原本要帮忙做sijil的，哪里知道图书馆停电！！！=.= zzz又不能做hapus kira, 所以我们便在图书馆里闲逛。有些人也趁这个时候，赶快去找书来借~

然后，我们竟然玩起《童眼》？！

=.=

话说唐诗韵，王佩萱和李伟鸣在一个晚上看了《童眼》这电影，便在那诡异的气氛里滔滔不绝的说起《童眼》的一幕幕。zzz。然后来来去去都是同样的一幕（zzz根本没新招):

“你为什么不听我的电话？？！！”

*广东语kay

然后那三个就一直在那边自己讲自己爽。zzz 接着不懂是哪一个白痴，竟然跟伟鸣说：“伟鸣~（娘到死zzz）你的眼睛那么大，扮起鬼来应该很像吧？”（<<你这个死白痴，除了白痴我真得不懂我应该怎样形容你zzz）

然后那三个就在那边扮鬼！！！

@.@

首先，他们就在以上图片那条走廊上（因为整个图书馆里面它够暗）那里把头动摇西摇（不懂怎样形容zzz）,瞪大眼睛看着我们这些受害者（？）。然后就一直重复那句：“你为什么不听我的电话？？！！”in 广东版本，一直重复一直重复zzz。Then 就突然向前扑来，紧紧抓着我们的脖子，拼命在那边摇摇摇摇摇！！=.= 当然也一直发出如鬼叫般的叫声，把脸趋进我们，全都是为了学电影里的情节。=.=。

其实这并没有什么好怕的，因为我知道做出这些难以入耳的噪音（:P）是人不是鬼，而且地点也是在我所熟悉的图书馆。但是，那三人行，尤其是那个死李伟鸣，瞪大眼睛的时候，十足十像一只鬼！！！！！=.= zzz 真是的。然后那个王佩萱小姐，还拼命抓着我不放，zzz活脱像只鬼。=.= 所以有这些资深的演员，我们怎能又不怕呢 zzz 而且那个地方真得很暗。=.= 尤其使我和林玮双啊，本来有兴趣看一看那部电影的了，却给他们吓得胆子都魂飞魂散啦。zzz。=.=

哼哼哼。=.=

所所所以，以后请不要在我耳边说：

“你为什么不听我的电话~”

=.=

zzzzz。

谢谢合作。:P

妙想天开

我以为，经过了那么久，我可以容纳进你们俩的世界。
我这才发现，原来，那只不过是南柯一梦。zzz

简直就是妙想天开。=.=

不劳而获的东西，是不可能的。

如果你想尝一尝白吃的午餐，你必须付出一些代价。

如果是那样，

你，愿意吗？

BLOGSKIN :(

Changed my blogskin.
TEMPORARILY ONLY.
Cause I'd saw some blogskins that I freakingly like, BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO APPLY IT :(

HELP ME!!!!!T.T

Honestly, does this blogskin looks better or the previous one is better?
pls give me some replys~thanks :D
if the previous one is better than I'll change back again.LOL.

Please leave some comments at the cbox ya :)
Thanks!:D

想入非非 =.=

嗯哈，我发现，

我真的很幼稚！！！！

*好我知道你们要说，“你现在才发现？”=.=

我以为朝夕共处后事情就会有不一样的结果。

我以为事情一定会有一定的火花！

但是，事实证明，我在想入非非而已=.=

我甚至为了这件事情心情郁闷了好久。

过后我才发现，原来我是那么的神经病！！=.=

zzz.

哎呀算了。

人总会幼稚一回，只看你什么时候幼稚  和  幼稚了多久。<<什么烂道理

zzzzz.

然后，我发现，

虽然彼此的心扉总是能为对方打开，

但是不一定容纳得进去。

到底，我们彼此的生疏，是因为我硬硬挤进来，还是

你在作祟？！

zzz.

算了，最重要的是，我得从这幻想中醒来！！！

悲哀悲哀。=.=

想入非非，根本在自寻烦恼 zzz

不堪回首。

按一按，发现以前的照片被上载了。
那是很久很久以前的照片。
看着望着，嘴角不仅为过去的喜乐微微上扬。
为过去美丽的回忆。

突然，“啪”的一声。
我才猛然清醒，从过去回来现实。
也才发现脸上挂着两排泪....
假的。

我的心很痛。
我不知道为什么。
为那过去的美丽而痛，为过去那友好而痛。

回到过去，到底有没有可能？

纵然你说不是因为我，但是，事情真的有那么简单吗？

那些里笑容可掬的照片，我不禁心生遐想。
我真得为这份而耿耿于怀。
我真得可以为了它赴汤蹈火。
因为我在意。
我很在意。

是的。
我应该改变我自己。
我不应该在这里无病呻吟<<如果你这么觉得的话。
因为我可没时间，没兴致去写那么消沉的东西。
但是我不知该怎样改变。
不知何从下手。
憋在心里久了，
但我却不知道我该怎么做。
我不知道。

我想，
唯一能了解我怎么觉得的，
只有《一封迟来的信》。
一本书...

好想说，

《一封迟来的信》，

让我拥着你进入梦乡好吗？

最好让我，永远都不用醒来.....

ARGH.

不要吵我。

不要烦我。

不要再叫我去学校！！

需要的时候，我自然会出现。

没必要的时候，我宁愿去死！！！！！

Happy Birthday Shiuan :D

Sorry late one day, cause I cant on yesterday =.=

SHIUAN!:D

It's ur birthday!

SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR!!:D

Well, I really must thanks you.

Thanks for ur caring, ur encouragement, ur thoughtfulness.

You knew me more than I do :)

SMILE ALWAYS!!:)

Best Wishes in everything~x)

My first tag xD

By Shwu Mei.:)
So, Shwu Mei, do you feel honoured?xD



Once you are tagged, you must do this quiz and tag 15 friends. Copy and paste everything, do it and repost the title with whatever rank you were given. Ranks are given at the bottom of this note. If you have done something in this school which is indicated by the sentence, mark the [ ] on the left side of the thing you have done with an 'x'. Let the game begin!
Level 1 :
[x] Slept in class
[x] Talked in class
[x] Not seating in your own place in class
[x] Scolded by a teacher>>teacher scold whole class included?
[ ] Litter the classroom
[ ] Did not do your homework
[x] Submitted your homework
[ ] Put nail polish on
[x] Loitered around
[x] Did not pay attention in class
[ ] Dreaming in class
[x] Goofing around in class
[x] Copied other people's homework
[ ] Played a trick on your classmates
My Total : 9

Level 2 :
[x] Walking around
[x] Late in class
[x] Was a bit naughty
[ ] Shouted at the top of your voice during lesson time
[ ] Scolding vulgarities in class
[ ] Spotted hairstyle deemed unacceptable by the school
[ ] Used a school facility without school's permission
[x] Played in class
[ ] Singing loudly during lesson
[ ] Walking around the class aimlessly during lesson time
[x] Did not greet the teacher properly
[x] Went to the toilet during lesson time without permission
[x] Said something bad about a teacher
[ ] Used the teacher's table as a rubbish dump
My Total : 9 + 7 = 16

Level 3 :
[ ] Made a fool out of assembly
[ ] Wasted the school's toilet paper
[ ] Sabotaged someone
[x] Irritated someone
My Total : 16 + 1= 17

Level 4 :
[ ] Forged your parent's signature
[x] Forged a classmate's signature
My Total : 17 + 1 = 18

Level 5 :
[ ] Fiddling with your cellphone during lesson time
[x] Used the school computer to play games without a teacher's permission
[x] Listened to an MP3 player in school>>I listened to phone. included?
My Total : 18 + 2 = 20

Level 6 :
[ ] Vandalised the school property
[x] Used the internet
[ ] Fought with someone in school
My Total : 20 + 1 = 21

Level 7 :
[ ] Cheated in a class test
[ ] Cheated in a school examination
[ ] Lied to your teacher
My Total : 21 + 0  = 21

Level 8 :
[ ] Set fire to something in the school
[ ] Locked the teacher out of the classroom
[ ] Played truancy just after coming to school just to take attendance
My Total : 21 + 0 = 21

Level 9 :
[ ] Refused to pay school fees
[ ] Cheated the school money
[ ] Stole things which belonged to the school
[ ] Bullied someone in your school
[ ] Prank-called your school
My Total : 21 + 0 = 21

Level 10 :
[ ] Raised your voice/shouted against a student leader (prefect)
[ ] Raised your voice/shouted against a teacher
[ ] Raised your voice/shouted against your discipline master/mistress
[ ] Raised your voice/shouted against your vice-principal
[ ] Raised your voice/shouted against your principal
My Total : 21 + 0 = 21

Level 11 :
[ ] Brought weapons to the school
[ ] Brought real firearms to the school
[ ] Brought a real bomb to the school
[ ] Fired a real weapon in the school with the motive to frighten/kill
[ ] Dressed up as a terrorist to school
My Total: 21 + 0 = 21

Grand total : 21

Ranks :
If you are between 0 - 15 : [I am a good student]
If you are between 16 - 20 : [I am a good student but with occasional trouble]
If you are between 21 - 30 : [I am an average student]>>whee!:)
If you are between 31 - 40 : [I am a bad student]
If you are between 41 - 50 : [I am a very bad student]
If you are between 51 - 60 : [I should have been caned by the discipline master]
If you are between 61 - 65 : [I should have been expelled from school]
If you are between 66 - 75 : [I should have been sent to a reformatory centre]
I tag :
-NO ONE-

MY BOTTLE :D

MY NEW BOTTLE :D

AHHAHA.=.=

That day after stock-checking(actually is hapus kira-ing zzz), we packed ourselves and prepare to go home.

So do I (<<废话).

But then, when I was packing my bag,

.............

MY BOTTLE WAS NO LONGER THERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!:(

That time I was like OMFG, WHERE IS MY BOTTLE??!!!

Than I began to search high and low for it.:(

When the others saw how I act, they began to help me to search it :) THANKS A LOT!x)

Some even accompany me to go around the UNIVERSE SCHOOL to find for it.=.=

Went to BSM room, toilet, pusat activity, dataran~zzz

BUT IT WAS STIL NOT FOUND :( SAD.

Then they keep on say HE took it edy.=.=

LOL, that's impossible kay =.= zzz.

Even if he really did so, I SWEAR I WOULD NEVER EVER HAD ANY CONTACT WITH HIM AGAIN.=.=

*but actually no lah zzz

That night, LUCKILY MUM DIDNT SCOLD ME xD

She summore say accompany me go buy new one.LOL

Just then, shiuan texted me and said, "WE BOUGHT A BOTTLE FOR U EDY HAR :)"

OMGGGG, so sweet fo themmmm!!!!

I was freakingly TOUCHED lah duuhhhhhhhhhhhh x)

Then the next day, I thought of they will bring the bottle for me, so I didnt think to take a bottle to school then.

But my mum insist of want me to take =.= zzz.

Then when I was in the classroom, I FOUND MY DEAR BOTTLE!!!!!=.=

It was on my other classmate's table =.= zzz.

Suan liau~

BUT BUT BUT,

when I was in front of the library, wee beng gave me the bottle like the one showed above.

WHEE, LIKE IT SOOO MUCH ♥

I was freakingly happy :D, but,

I AM CARRYING 3 BOTTLES WHICH ARE FILLED WITH WATER!!!!!!!=.=

heavy dao @.@

haha, I really like that bottle lah :D

special thanks to 

Shiuan, Yiien and Beng!!:)

and also thanks to those that stayed back that thursday, cause you guys help me to find the bottle and comfort me when I was so sampat x)

THANKS GUYS!!:)

我与昆虫（？！）

WARNING!!

读了这个post后，不要把我和昆虫相提并论。

否则，格杀勿论！！

本人最最最最害怕昆虫！！！:(

记得有一次，班上的一些男生不懂为什么那么无聊，带了一只假蟑螂来学校。=.= 然后不知道为什么那么多人不吓偏偏来吓我！！！=.= 是这样的：他们想要远远的从远处丢那个蟑螂过来我座位，哪里知道阴阳差错掉在我同桌的桌子上zzz。然后，偏偏我同桌是一个一点也不害怕昆虫的人（i tink so)，接着像要把这只蟑螂还回去，可是我却当着了她的去路。没办法咯，她只能交给我，让我交给他们。

同桌：凯宁。

我：嗯？*微笑（<<我竟然还微笑？！！）

同桌：呐。*把蟑螂拿出来
.............

我：啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！*在心里喊=.=

其母之也，#@$%&*^+&!!!!!!!当时我根本就是心跳加速，冷汗直流，双眼恐慌，身体本能的往后退，并倒吸了一口凉气！！！！=.= 但为了顾及我的形象，我才没不顾一切地喊了起来。=.= 然后那一班男生笑得前俯后仰，其奶之也很好笑吗？？？？！！！！ =.= ISHHHHHHH!!!

还记得当时在准备PMR的时候，我在书房读书。然后，我竟然听到一阵怪声！！！O.O 我当时不知怎得觉得很害怕，便马上收拾东西想快点儿跑到楼上去。哪知道我还没收拾好，竟然有一只蟑螂跑了出来！！！！啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！其母之也它竟让走过我的脚趾头！！！！！啊啊啊！！！我马上当场狂叫，然后飞地似跑上了楼。然后马上冲进冲凉房，把肥皂在那根脚趾头擦了又擦，洗了又洗，冲了又冲，抹了又抹，直到那根脚趾头被我擦到快脱皮露骨为止。=.= 然后第二天根本就不敢踏入书房，直到我再三向老爸确认那只可恨的蟑螂已被销声匿迹了，我才敢越过雷池（？）半步。=.=


当我小时候，我看到蟑螂好像看到鬼一样（恐怕比看到鬼还恐怖！），不是大声喊>>啊啊啊啊啊啊~就是喊>>妈妈呀爸爸呀哥哥呀爷爷呀奶奶呀~救我我我我我我！！！=.= 然后我老爸或老妈就会全副武装地来为我作战。当时可不管我是否感不感动，我只关心那只蟑螂死了没有！！！=.=


每当我在看书，又一只不识好歹得可怜昆虫爬到我的桌子上时，我管它是漂亮的蝴蝶还是惹人厌的苍蝇（基本上每一只昆虫都惹人厌），嘿嘿嘿，对不起了，我会马上举起我身旁有的东西>>管它是书还是文件夹，啪-----！！！！！可怜的昆虫就被我压得不成形，可是我绝对不会同情它们！！！！！=.= 看着它们，我不禁心生怜悯（就那么一点点而已！！！），把它扫起来（ewww)，小心翼翼地（放屁！）把它们安葬在垃圾桶里。=.=


有时我在想，如果我有一天被绑架（zzz），虽然那个绑匪没有对我怎么样，没有对我拳打脚踢，没有让我饥饿得快要死去，没有动我的一根寒毛，（<<话说回来，有这么好的绑匪吗=.=）但是，却把我丢进一个满是昆虫的烂屋子，我告诉你，不必一天，半天内我恐怕就会因恐慌而死不瞑目！！！（<< ignore this =.=)


总之，本人最最最最最怕昆虫，所以不要在我面前说起昆虫的事迹！！（如果有趣的还勉强可以接受啦~）

我说潘多拉啊潘多拉，为什么当时你要打开潘多拉之箱哪？（<< 对我而言昆虫也是一种灾难=.=）*对不起啦

最最最最最最重要的是，昆虫啊昆虫，

千万不要跟我宣战！！！！  

=.=

I HATE INSECTS. =.=

shiuan's birthday celebration :D

Tuesday we went to greenbox to have a early celebration for shiuan's birthday.:D
whee ♥

 The presents and the cake!

so cute ♥

 the birthday girl :)

♥

 Pei Shiuan We ♥ you!!:D

2 siaopos =.=

whee, khaijia, shiuan, shuang ♥

lengluis~

Yiien, me, khaijia, shiuan, shuang!:)

group pitcha!:D

take one ;)

take 2!:D

the three musketeers.=.=

shiuan and pohshen!:D

whee I ♥ this pic :D

me and khaijia :D

I think shiuan looks cute in this pic!xD

weebeng, me, shuang!

LOL dunno doing what that time :P

ahaha, WORLD'S BEST BOSS!:D

Hope you like it :D

WHEE, another great day with you guys :P

but I realize that I REALLY CANT SING DE LAHH DUHHHHHH.:(

sad sad sad :(

anyway,

HAPPY ALWAYS SHIUAN!:D

Best wishes :)

♥ 

88 steamboat :D

WHEE, finally got time to upload =.=

Shiuan, wei shuang, yinghui, weiken, weebeng, pohshen, kaizhong and me!!x)

 whee, nice ♥

beng 吃得津津有味xD

what so funny?o.O

2 siaopos =.=

zzz macam ALIEN.=.=

zzz macam SOHAI.=.=

beng looks great in this pic :D

acting like a kid.=.=

whee, lenglui wei shuang ♥ :D

 cute shiuan ♥

sweet yinghui ♥

 IGNORE THIS.

whee, the girls ♥

 the boys ♥

sampat-ing xD

 group pitcha!:D


Then we went to jj to have a little walk.:)

2 siaopos AGAIN =.=

illuminate>>ILLUMINATI.=.=

me me me xD


Well, it was really a lovely day guys.
I really enjoyed it, hope you guys enjoyed it too!!xD
My first after-PMR-celebration :D

88 steamboat :)

♥

Sorry guys :(

EVERYTIME when I wanted to upload pics and post about 88 steamboat :D and shiuan's greenbox birthday celebration :D,

I SURE LACK OF TIMEEEEEE!!!!!

*means I had been 催 to off =.=

WHY IS IT SO SHITTY ???!!!D:

Sorry guys :(

一张照片的启发

为佩萱拍拍手~xD

我是很喜欢这张照片啦，x)。

但是，我发现了一个很悲哀的东西。

我好像在黑暗的地方拍的照片才较可以见得人啊啊啊啊啊!!:(

在很亮的地方拍的照片，zzz全都不能看=.=只有在较暗的地方下拍的才较为满意（也不是好看=.=)

所以，这是祸，抑或是福？

zzz我只觉得悲哀啊。=.= 好像我是一个适合存活在黑暗一角的小丑。

不要说我想太多，事实的确是如此。

I'm the Drinking Champion :D

A honour from our beloved MR. GOH WEI KEN :D

guess what I get from him?

DRINKING CHAMPION!!:D
WHEE♥

 As I said in my previous post, I had been addressed as 张水桶 because of my cold-drinks-greediness.(?)

And then the next next day, when we had a walk at jusco after steamboat at 88 steamboat :D, we look across this cute little medal at S&J. :D

What a considence it wrote DRINKING CHAMPION there!!whee :D

and then, shiuan ask wei ken to give it out to me.

and wei ken 竟然义不容辞地颁发给我？！*I tot he wil say NO lol

ahaha, then a memorable pic is given birth then :D

whee, I ♥ this pic :D

haha, seriously I ♥ this name!:D

hehe :P

YO DUDE, CALL ME 张水桶!:D

*but dont call me 张饭桶 okay =.=

and of course,

MY GRATIFICATION TO SHIUAN & WEI KEN :D

RYAN TAN :D

 

MY MOST BELOVED RYAN TAN ♥

 

Ah whey, he's FREAKINGLY CUTE ryte??*say yes please

OMG, I cant take my eyes off him the first day I saw him in KUMON.

He is sooooooo cute, eyes wide like anything, cute stature, AND HIS VOICE IS SOOOOO NICE LAHHHH ♥

WHEE HE'S PERFECT TO ME!!!:D

I like him sooo much~

AHHAHA, being 花痴 =.=

He's about 6 years old only kayy.=.= *I think so

BUT HE IS SUPER CUTE :D

I just can't forget himm!!!LOL

Heard that his sister is even cute.

ahahaha, but I don't have her pic :P

I get this pic from my brother when he teach him in KUMON.

wheee ♥

 

RYAN TAN, RYAN TAN ♥
:D 

*ignore my siaopo-ness :P