Nagoya, Japan ♥ -First day

HOHOHO finally update edy hahaha. :P
Waited long right? eager right? xD *say yes please

Well, first day is the orientation day.

I think nothing much to talk about, and it was SIBEH SIEN.=.=

 Took pic with a background of the orientation board(?).

 The pathway to our rooms.This is jiayun, and she's really cute ♥

 Ziru :D

Hoho the decorations in concorde inn.Merry Christmas~:D (like tooo late liau =.=)

 camhowred with batch mate before the course starts :)

 Self-intro time :)

My group, group 2 ♥

Our masterpiece!:D

(for some activity which require to bentang)

My group sedang bentang :D

 Group pitcha ♥

group 2, 2-rific!:D

Ziru, me and keqian :) 

form 3 kwang-hua rians!!lol

The room :)

 Camhowred in the room

 

 Ziru's toothpaste is sooo cute can!haha :D

See, nothing right?=.=

day 2 onwards will be more interesting lahh.

Stay tuned~

Thanks for ur patience for waiting me so long to update xD

Nagoya, Japan - my love.  :)
♥

I just dont know why; :(

I know it had already passed for a long time, and I shall not ever think about it, AGAIN.

But, when I saw everything was on progress, it struck me hard and

I really cant hold my feelings any longer.

I played my part very seriously, I knew what I am doing, in the end,

I DONT EVEN TOUCH AN INCH OF MY DREAMS.

I did not do anything, I HATE it very very much,

BUT IT WAS SIMPLY STUFFED IN MY HANDS WITHOUT ANY REASONS.

Irony, no?

It was really rejecting.

I KNEW i shud not blame it anymore, I KNEW I must not dream anymore,

but when school starts,

and I was looking everything in my eyes,

I REALLY WANTED TO BROKE DOWN AND CRY.

Especially when, the worst thing was stuffed into me, without my permission.

SORRY CANT CURE EVERYTHING, OKAY?

A decision really can make someone hurts deeply.

I really cant figure it out,

WHAT SHALL I DO?

I shall strike my best in my dreams,

or shud I leave it be so that I wont get hurt?

I tried very hard to cover my feelings so that

I wouldnt need to express it here.

But obviously, it was EPIC FAILED :(

我很好，我没事。

 至少，

在你面前。

DONT ASK ME =X

Ohhhhhhhh.

DONT THINK YOU'RE ELDER THEN ME YOU'RE GREAT ENOUGH.

I'm not born to be bully by you.

Dont think you can keep sarcasting and ctitisize me without any reason.

I tell you,

YOU'RE THE WORST IDIOT IN THE WORLD.

Shut up or

dont blame me.

SCREW YOU.

My first post in 2011 竟然是这样的。
可悲啊 =.=

EMO.=.=

AH WHEYYYYY.

-,-

Sometimes (or everytime lol) I do type emo posts, but I'M NOT EMO.=.= I'm either frustrated, or writing out my feelings only.

PLEASE, PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE DONT LABEL ME AS AN EMO ONES! 

T.T

I'm trying my best to not emo FROM NOW ON.

and 

please dont be the one that killed my confidence.

Thank you.

可以不要这样吗？

你要说我被踢出来了，都好。

还是想说我已经没有资格了，都好。

或是想说我已经堕落了，都好。

但是，

可以不要这样明了吗？

是。

当初我选择退出，但后来，

我已通过主席想要再次加入。

我已经很明确地告诉自己，我在做什么，

不需要你们一次又一次的动摇！

我受不了！

一次又一次，问我一样的问题，

而每一问，都把我的心刺痛一次。

我很清楚我的立场，好吗？

可以不要一直来向我求证吗？

想知道答案，明年你们就会知晓！

拜托不要做无谓的功夫！

你们应该很清楚，我当初逃避是为了什么。

是为了不想遇见什么！

可是，你们可以心照不宣就好吗？

我真的知道我是在为什么而掉头走人！！！

原本从日本回来的好心情，

已经彻底的被破坏。

彻-底-的。

请不要低估你们对我的影响力！！

我再次声明，

我没有退出。

明年，我还是会继续奋斗。

只是，我不会那么活跃。

因为，我想我想要必须逃避一些人。

我已经声明我的立场。

拜托，

不要再让我黯然一次！