EMO.=.=

AH WHEYYYYY.

-,-

Sometimes (or everytime lol) I do type emo posts, but I'M NOT EMO.=.= I'm either frustrated, or writing out my feelings only.

PLEASE, PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE DONT LABEL ME AS AN EMO ONES! 

T.T

I'm trying my best to not emo FROM NOW ON.

and 

please dont be the one that killed my confidence.

Thank you.

可以不要这样吗？

你要说我被踢出来了，都好。

还是想说我已经没有资格了，都好。

或是想说我已经堕落了，都好。

但是，

可以不要这样明了吗？

是。

当初我选择退出，但后来，

我已通过主席想要再次加入。

我已经很明确地告诉自己，我在做什么，

不需要你们一次又一次的动摇！

我受不了！

一次又一次，问我一样的问题，

而每一问，都把我的心刺痛一次。

我很清楚我的立场，好吗？

可以不要一直来向我求证吗？

想知道答案，明年你们就会知晓！

拜托不要做无谓的功夫！

你们应该很清楚，我当初逃避是为了什么。

是为了不想遇见什么！

可是，你们可以心照不宣就好吗？

我真的知道我是在为什么而掉头走人！！！

原本从日本回来的好心情，

已经彻底的被破坏。

彻-底-的。

请不要低估你们对我的影响力！！

我再次声明，

我没有退出。

明年，我还是会继续奋斗。

只是，我不会那么活跃。

因为，我想我想要必须逃避一些人。

我已经声明我的立场。

拜托，

不要再让我黯然一次！

 

I'm back!:D

I'm back!

Yes, I'm definitely back.

do you guys miss me?xD *say yes please

 :P

There was definitely fun, :DDD

and I really miss Japan.:(

what was more,

I miss my host family badddddddly.

:(

The day we depart, we cried like mad,
and we definitely miss each other.:(  

Well, when I was there, I did miss my family and also Malaysia FOOD.*only food kay

food at Japan was nice, and,

my host family is really kawaiiiii ♥

When I was in Japan, I do miss Malaysia FOOD,

but in Malaysia,

I miss everything in Japan.:(

seriously :(

Okay, most of you guys will surely ask, "SOUVENIERS!"xD

hahaha.

okay, i did buy many many things,

but mostly are sweets and chocolates and biscuits and something eatable.

the things like key chains or anything else were expensive like hell that I cant buy so much =.=

sorry.:(

I'll definetley update my blog with posts about Japan.:D

but it will take a long time haha :P

so, please wait patienly and

sorry for the inconvenience.xD

Lastly,

I miss Japan :(

and,

I love my host family very very much ♥

You guys will surely not be forgotten in my entire life.

I heart you guys, and,

I miss you all dearlyyyy.:(

♥

Off I go!:)

Off I go~!!
Nagoya, here I come!:)

This saturday is going to KLIA for orientation.
OMG, nervous man :(
My flight will be on the next day, Sunday.
OMG, byk nervous man :(

First time sitting aeroplane to OVERSEAS lahh duhhhhhhhh.
SANGAT TAKUT TAU =.=

feel very scare and worried lahhhh.

duhhhhhh =.=

what was more, PMR RESULT WILL BE OUT ON 23 OF DEC!!:(
WTF @.@
I cant take my result myself, summore gotta worry about it when I'm at japan @.@
SIGH!!ewww :(

Whatever.
Although now I seemed very normal, sleep, eat, drink, go for tuition,
but I'M DAMN SCARE INSIDE.=.=
AHHHHHH.
scare scare scare :(

Haiyaaaaaaaaa.
whatever lah.
I shall try to get use to it~!!;DD

Teruhito ♥

Yuka ♥

Nami ♥

Yumi ♥

Here I come!:D

 Nami is so cute ♥

:) 

Special wish ;)

SOT ♥ 加油！

:)

You guys' performance is nearer and nearer!

On the grand date of 18 of dec LOL.

Too bad I cant take part in it :(

sad betul.(for me only lah)

Anyway,

ALL THE BEST & JIAYOU!!:DDD

You guys surely can do it, can surely can do BETTER than us!

:DDD
 

Although I knew you guys would never ever saw this post,

but I still wanted to give you guys my special wish here.

:)

SOT ♥ 加油！

我会在远方献上我的祝福 :)

深深怀念。