我只想说

拜托。

不要在做了决定后

再跑过来好言安慰。

没有人会对你那虚情的慰籍

有一丝一缕的心动。

就这样。

The same feeling =.=

OMGG.

It already passed for sooooooooooo long and,

I'M STILL TOTALLY MIND WITH IT.

=(

I REALLY CANT CONTROL MYSELF ANY LONGER.

Everyday stuff inside my pillow and scream?swt.

By whatever means,

PLEASE LET THE FEELING DIE AWAY FROM ME.

I dont wanna think of it anymore.please.

But, i everyday have to see it and, even one glimpse of it really struck me super hard =.=

Oh goshhhhhhhhhhhh, I really feel 失落 can :(

I really cant take it anymore.

Please, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee let my mind forget about it okay?shit.

It's not of the place

but the event.

I WANTED TO EXPERIENCE THE EVENT.

Not the place, not the fame.

Just,

I wanted to try it out with myself.

And it's over,

and,

It will definitely be my regrets after I had complete my secondary school life.

I'M NOT BLAMING,

just,

I REALLY FEEL STRUCK CAN :(

最后，

yiien，快点儿康复啦~呵呵

我有很多话想跟你谈。xD

加油啦 :) 

♥

Nagoya, Japan ♥ -First day

HOHOHO finally update edy hahaha. :P
Waited long right? eager right? xD *say yes please

Well, first day is the orientation day.

I think nothing much to talk about, and it was SIBEH SIEN.=.=

 Took pic with a background of the orientation board(?).

 The pathway to our rooms.This is jiayun, and she's really cute ♥

 Ziru :D

Hoho the decorations in concorde inn.Merry Christmas~:D (like tooo late liau =.=)

 camhowred with batch mate before the course starts :)

 Self-intro time :)

My group, group 2 ♥

Our masterpiece!:D

(for some activity which require to bentang)

My group sedang bentang :D

 Group pitcha ♥

group 2, 2-rific!:D

Ziru, me and keqian :) 

form 3 kwang-hua rians!!lol

The room :)

 Camhowred in the room

 

 Ziru's toothpaste is sooo cute can!haha :D

See, nothing right?=.=

day 2 onwards will be more interesting lahh.

Stay tuned~

Thanks for ur patience for waiting me so long to update xD

Nagoya, Japan - my love.  :)
♥

I just dont know why; :(

I know it had already passed for a long time, and I shall not ever think about it, AGAIN.

But, when I saw everything was on progress, it struck me hard and

I really cant hold my feelings any longer.

I played my part very seriously, I knew what I am doing, in the end,

I DONT EVEN TOUCH AN INCH OF MY DREAMS.

I did not do anything, I HATE it very very much,

BUT IT WAS SIMPLY STUFFED IN MY HANDS WITHOUT ANY REASONS.

Irony, no?

It was really rejecting.

I KNEW i shud not blame it anymore, I KNEW I must not dream anymore,

but when school starts,

and I was looking everything in my eyes,

I REALLY WANTED TO BROKE DOWN AND CRY.

Especially when, the worst thing was stuffed into me, without my permission.

SORRY CANT CURE EVERYTHING, OKAY?

A decision really can make someone hurts deeply.

I really cant figure it out,

WHAT SHALL I DO?

I shall strike my best in my dreams,

or shud I leave it be so that I wont get hurt?

I tried very hard to cover my feelings so that

I wouldnt need to express it here.

But obviously, it was EPIC FAILED :(

我很好，我没事。

 至少，

在你面前。

DONT ASK ME =X

Ohhhhhhhh.

DONT THINK YOU'RE ELDER THEN ME YOU'RE GREAT ENOUGH.

I'm not born to be bully by you.

Dont think you can keep sarcasting and ctitisize me without any reason.

I tell you,

YOU'RE THE WORST IDIOT IN THE WORLD.

Shut up or

dont blame me.

SCREW YOU.

My first post in 2011 竟然是这样的。
可悲啊 =.=