谢谢你们.=）

昨天去Tasik Shah Alam的一个读书活动（很白痴的活动）时，它还没开始，我便和按霓与慧欣去走走逛逛。

可是，看来看去都是吃喝的摊子。=.=

由于我们很馋嘴（其实是我馋嘴罢了），我们便买了一大堆食物和饮料来吃喝。

首先，我们买了三支冰淇淋，一人一只。
过后，我们继续走走。
然后，我们又买了samosa（不要问我那是什么）和一个不知名的糕点。
因为它们卖色不错，我们便买一个来试试。
嗯，samosa很好吃啊啊啊啊啊。
所以，我们又买了三个samosa。呵呵呵。xD
(这算是一大堆食物吗吗？o.O)

回到我们的草席，我们应该是开始读书的。
但是，
我们却疯狂地开起野餐来。=.=
我们把买来的食物和自己不约而同带来的饼干糖果放在草席上，然后一直吃，吃，吃。
中二的junior也和我们一起三八呢，呵呵呵。
为了装模作样，我们便拿书出来读。=.=
我当然是带我最心爱的红蜻蜓系列小说啦。xD

活动结束，我们又去乱乱跑乱乱跳（？）。
这一次，我想买饮料。
但是，队伍很很很很长。=.=
我本来想打退堂鼓。我不是介意等（因为当时很无聊），但是，我担心耽误了慧欣按霓。
但是，她们却很了解地答应陪我一起等。
谢谢你们，我很感动。
=）

其实，我并不是很享受这一个活动而去参加（虽然是有一定的成分在啦）。
因为这一个活动让我有机会和朋友出去走走。=）
我很享受和她们在一起的感觉，很疯狂，很自由。
你想说什么都行，你想干什么都行。
虽然我甚少有机会和她们出去玩，但是，和她们在一起真的很愉快。 
虽然有时只能当一个聆听者，但是，能够参与已经足够。
太过介意，反而失去。
以前，我就是不懂这个道理，而失去了很多东西。

慧欣，按霓，颖慧，恩宁，
谢谢你们给我的欢乐。
你们让我发觉到，其实我也可以很幸福。
我知道我不是一个很好的朋友，或许说，是一个令人很负担的东西。
但是，我会尝试去改变。
我知道我说了很多次，但不要说我'只会说，不会做'啦。:(
因为它真的很难嘛=(

无论如何，衷心的感谢你们。
请原谅我的多心与幼稚，请原谅我的不体谅。
谢谢你们，也很对不起你们。
对不起，谢谢。
=)

♥Love.

The last glimpse.

Maybe my wounds are healed.
But,










I don't think I can smile before you anymore.


 

For previous one.

Well, THAT'S OVER.

At least, my heart continue jumping, my blood stop bleeding, my tears stop dropping.

Do hope you can recover soon.=)

I'm sincere. Seriously.






CHEER UP!=) 






Believe me, you're the best one.
(although i dont think you nid me to rephrase it =.=)



 And,



thanks for cheering me up too.=)
  
 

 

彻底绝望。=(

When I knew what happened, I know I MUST do something.
I tried to do so, but when we are having eye contact, you smiled bitterly and turned away from me.
I don't know what should I do then.
So, I told myself, mayb you're in a bad mood to talk to me.
Alright then, I surrender.

When I reached home from KUMON, I sms-ed you.
Just a simple sms:"Heyy, are you okayy?=)" to show that I concerned about you.
But, in the end, you did not give me any reply.
So, I HAVE to tell my myself again, you're still in the bad mood to reply me.

The next day, she asked about you. Feeling worried, I sms-ed you again.
I waited. Patiently.
But, you still didn't BOTHER to answer me.
Fine then, since so I MUST NOT DISTURB YOU.

At last, without any expectation, YOU REPLIED.
But, what you sent me was just an empty message. 
Feeling curious, I replied to find out what you wanted to tell me.
I shouldn't take this step.

And, finally, you replied.
But it was THIS message that made me TRULY DISAPPOINTED.
My heart froze, COMPLETELY.
There it goes,
you replied,
"== 无聊".

I don't know what you mean by that.
As a friend, I just wanted to comfort you, to help you, because you did so to me too when I'm in the hole of disappoinment.
I just wanted to do so, WITHOUT ANY OTHER REASONS.
But, why did you interpret it as if I AM BUSYBODY-ING?

Now, don't blame me if I'm rude.
Mayb you are disappointed, very disappointed, with me——or whatever, but do you really think before, THAT I MIGHT FEEL SO TOO——IN RETURN?
And, I still can't understand.
Mayb, I ought NOT to understand it.

I MUST let it go, by now.
I am feeling hopeless.
We wanted to help you, but it is YOU yourself that forgo yourself.
I can't do anything, since you think I AM ANNOYING.
Although I don't have any bad intentions.
I just wanted to help you, THAT'S ALL.

I can't make sure that I can smile before you again in the future.
You made me bleed, which it bleeds hysterically.



I'm crying.

surprise,i suppose?

yesterday got my grade 6 ballet examination result.
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=O
OHMYGODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!=OOOOO

OHMYGODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!












I GET A DISTINCTION!!!=OOOOOO



OHMYGOD,i cant believe it!
it was grade 6 lah, GRADE 6!
i get 83 marksss!!!!
OHMYGOD!!!

because i tink i did the exam VERY BADLY lah.
haha =D.
i summore when dance the bar like blur blur de =.=
dont' know the examiner felt i am a idiot or not,such a simple instrutions also cant accomplish. ish =.=

anyway,

CHEERS FOR ME!!!xD
thank god =)












I ♥  BALLET!!! xD