A,B,D是三位很要好的朋友。
她们从小学二年级就认识了。
她们同班几乎五年了...
而故事，就在她们初二再次同班时开始的。
她们，都是初二A班的学生。
当初当她们知道她们三人又再同班时，她们是有多么的兴奋!!
她们还暗自下决心，一定要找个三人的位子一起坐，并时时刻刻互相沟通。
然而，她们无法如愿...
因为她们的班主任决定要替班上的学生安排位子。
她们虽然百般不愿意，但也无可奈何。
就这样，她们被逼分离了...
但她们还是有沟通啦。
因为幸好，她们的位子被安排得不会太远。
就在这时候，C走进故事里来了。
因为，A就坐在C的前面，而B则坐在C的后面。
而D呢，则被安排坐在另一排喽。
开始的时候，还没发生什么...
A和B还时常会来找D谈天。
D还记得，B曾经对她说:"那位C,我和A还真不认识呢。我真希望你能坐那儿。"
听了这番话，当时，D深信她们的友谊是不会有裂痕的。
她是这么深信的。
然而...
D真的错了。
而且是错得很离谱。
渐渐地，D发现，A与B都与C混熟了。
B还对D说,"原来C也是一位不错的朋友呢。"
D微笑...
不是D不喜欢A和B与C在一起...
她还为她们因认识了一位新朋友而感到高兴呢。
只是...
为何要把她抛在一个角落不理？
因为D是一位主席，有很多事情需要处理，所以与A和B相处的时间被剥削了。
D曾为此表示歉意，而当时A与B谅解地说:"没关系呀，我们明白。"
D听后不禁流下了感动的泪水。
然而，渐渐地，D发现A与B对她渐渐冷漠了。
和C却很热情起来。
仿佛，D在A和B心中的地位已被C取代了。
被遗忘了...
D并不憎恨C。
她也不憎恨A和B。
只是，她很不明白...
为什么当初自己定下的承诺，自己却不遵守了呢？
对，或许我很傻，痴痴地以为你们会记得那承诺...
但，这也不是我的错吧？
就因为我傻，我就得接受你们为我安排的命运吗？
就因为我傻，我就没有存在的权利吗？
难道傻人就不能在这世间上存活？
就因为我傻？
D反复问自己...
为了挽救这段友谊，D很努力地尝试回到A和B的身边。
她真得很努力。
A和B说什么，她就说什么...
A和B做什么，她就做什么...
A和B需要什么，她也尽她所能地去帮忙...
问问A和B她有什么该改过的地方...
然而，还是于事无补。
因为，即使A和B微笑说"你没错"，但他们却没改掉他们一概的冷漠...
最后，D决定了，A和B要怎样就怎样吧。
她不想插手了。
她很累了...
反正，
A,B,C以足够来代表字母，有个D是多余的。
她决定不再去理会了...
好吧，C，就交给你了。
说完，潸然泪下...
Sunday, November 29, 2009
corner.
my first blog.
had been created.
but i dont know what to write.
mayb i should introduce my blog's name?
not 'myblognmyblog',is 'corner'...
corner,a very unsightful place.
no one wil notice this corner...
just like me.
no one wil EVER notice me.
everytime,when i tried hard to be with friends...
but always,a unvisible energy,pulling us far apart.
n i had no other choice but to moaning in the CORNER.
i dont understand...when someone need us,they wil find us somehow...
but how if someone need u too?
whenever needs me, u all wil find me deseperately,n i had no choice but to help,or i wil be 'crowned'as NOT A HUMAN...
but did u guys EVER think?
that i need u guys too?
i dont think tat u guys ever CONSIDER it!!!
please!!!
dont think that i m a dog or cat or somehow!!
i m a friend,a student,i need somebody's company!!!
but y u guys treat me so?
why?
when i ask u guys is it my fault,u guys smiled and said,NO.
but whenever i request for our friendship's confidence,i cant get a single answer...
what's the hell NOW???!!!!
okay, i think i had finished...
if YOU think i was accusing someone,i had no choice but to ask you go ahead.
i didnt admit,just i cant control someone's thinking,right?
and by the way...
aren't blog is created to express our feelings,especially the feelings from deep heart?
what for if u accusing that i was shooting someone?
had been created.
but i dont know what to write.
mayb i should introduce my blog's name?
not 'myblognmyblog',is 'corner'...
corner,a very unsightful place.
no one wil notice this corner...
just like me.
no one wil EVER notice me.
everytime,when i tried hard to be with friends...
but always,a unvisible energy,pulling us far apart.
n i had no other choice but to moaning in the CORNER.
i dont understand...when someone need us,they wil find us somehow...
but how if someone need u too?
whenever needs me, u all wil find me deseperately,n i had no choice but to help,or i wil be 'crowned'as NOT A HUMAN...
but did u guys EVER think?
that i need u guys too?
i dont think tat u guys ever CONSIDER it!!!
please!!!
dont think that i m a dog or cat or somehow!!
i m a friend,a student,i need somebody's company!!!
but y u guys treat me so?
why?
when i ask u guys is it my fault,u guys smiled and said,NO.
but whenever i request for our friendship's confidence,i cant get a single answer...
what's the hell NOW???!!!!
okay, i think i had finished...
if YOU think i was accusing someone,i had no choice but to ask you go ahead.
i didnt admit,just i cant control someone's thinking,right?
and by the way...
aren't blog is created to express our feelings,especially the feelings from deep heart?
what for if u accusing that i was shooting someone?
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